zuper8: so happy to see you! womanonfire: yes! zuper8: how are you? womanonfire: tired today womanonfire: but ok zuper8: how was the mistress? womanonfire: she was very nice womanonfire: she had a sexy voice womanonfire: but was just a woman womanonfire: who wants a site womanonfire: she can pay womanonfire: so i will do it womanonfire: but i need to know more about what hse does :) womanonfire: ha ha ha zuper8: i was just going to ask about that :) womanonfire: so i am going to sit in on a "session" next week and observe zuper8: what's a session? womanonfire: i will not make the site until end of march womanonfire: she needs it ready for the big event here in NYC womanonfire: a big party called "the black and blue ball" zuper8: what big event? zuper8: an sm party? womanonfire: i ve never been womanonfire: yes sm party womanonfire: i know nothing about sm really zuper8: latex! womanonfire: steel zuper8: me neither womanonfire: ! zuper8: i just read sade womanonfire: she takes alot of pride in her work zuper8: fascinating zuper8: what is her work? womanonfire: she admires the fact that i am a woman working on the net zuper8: me too zuper8: ha ha womanonfire: her work is... i guess i will find out womanonfire: but just as an observer zuper8: :) womanonfire: she says she thinks i have it in me to ba a odd dominatrix womanonfire: good zuper8: haha womanonfire: but i am not interested really zuper8: i think so too :) womanonfire: i told her what we do is not so very different zuper8: is it? zuper8: no it is not womanonfire: no zuper8: i think zuper8: we're very masochistic womanonfire: in a way yes womanonfire: but also very sadistic zuper8: :) womanonfire: techno elietists womanonfire: eliteist zuper8: haha! womanonfire: i cant spell... zuper8: i can undertsadn zuper8: did you see the flag? womanonfire: yes! love the flarg! womanonfire: flag womanonfire: dammit zuper8: flarg! :) womanonfire: pirates womanonfire: in search of teasure womanonfire: treasure womanonfire: ! zuper8: should we drop hints here and there about entropy8zuper? zuper8: treasure zuper8: ! womanonfire: i think yes zuper8: hehe zuper8: ok womanonfire: and yes skinonsin should be a hell event womanonfire: but there is a question of when zuper8: it will be wondeful zuper8: and frightening zuper8: totally exposed womanonfire: i was fringhtened by it this morning womanonfire: but zuper8: why? womanonfire: because i dont want exposing zuper8: when i feel bad i look at you missing.html womanonfire: to turn into womanonfire: losing our link to each other womanonfire: which is private zuper8: how can we lose this link? zuper8: nobody but us can make it disappear womanonfire: and dont forget marc cannot know about skinonskin womanonfire: at least not what it really means zuper8: neither can veerle womanonfire: and he is a very internet person zuper8: she is not zuper8: hm... womanonfire: if he sees he will be angry with me womanonfire: or at least hurt womanonfire: or something womanonfire: i dont know womanonfire: i could make it out to be something else zuper8: i would make it public because i think it is a very strong piece womanonfire: but that would be difficult womanonfire: yes me too womanonfire: but i have to think about it womanonfire: in the other way too zuper8: but is art worth more than the feelings of marc and veerle? womanonfire: that is the question womanonfire: i was just looking at it womanonfire: and that which i have not uploaded womanonfire: and trying to decide zuper8: not uploaded? womanonfire: im back womanonfire: not uploaded womanonfire: not done womanonfire: loose ends womanonfire: the stuff i am always complaining to you about zuper8: i love your loose ends womanonfire: you should explain zuper8: you are never complaining!... womanonfire: the cross browser dhtml file to me sometime womanonfire: my main problem actually zuper8: i'd love to womanonfire: is always with implementing sound womanonfire: because i want the sound to be interactive zuper8: i use Flash for sound zuper8: document.embeds["flashMovieName"].GotoFrame(666) zuper8: document.embeds["Name"].Play() zuper8: and there is Zoom() and Pan() too zuper8: funny zuper8: but for sound it is excellent! womanonfire: and the sound file is in a small flash movie? zuper8: yes womanonfire: hmmm womanonfire: ok zuper8: i'll make an example for you tomorrow womanonfire: thank you zuper8: it's a real easy trick womanonfire: i hate admiting i cant do something womanonfire: on my own zuper8: you can find it out the hard way zuper8: if you want womanonfire: no no zuper8: :) womanonfire: non ononononon womanonfire: thank you womanonfire: i bow to your expertise womanonfire: :) zuper8: there's nothing i like more than doing something for you zuper8: my expertise is just a lot of sweat womanonfire: yum zuper8: and curses womanonfire: :( womanonfire -> zuper8: i love your eyes zuper8: but i do cool stuff sometimes, don't i? :) womanonfire: very cool stuff zuper8: (private) my eyes love you zuper8: my eyes seem to be green on my monitor zuper8: they're actually brown of course womanonfire: sso you have perfect teeth now womanonfire: :) zuper8: :) zuper8: yikes womanonfire: ha haha zuper8: maybe she's not such a good dentist after all... womanonfire: looks like shes done a fine job zuper8: she didn't do anything zuper8: but hold me in her arms womanonfire: o zuper8: ;p womanonfire: what! zuper8: and take an x-ray womanonfire: ok zuper8: (private) there is so much our bodies have to say to each other zuper8: (private) they are so jaleous of our minds zuper8: (private) they are in pain womanonfire -> zuper8: every night my body asks my mind when will the torture end zuper8: (private) deprived zuper8: (private) on March 18 womanonfire -> zuper8: so nervous/excited/curious/anxious/afraid/happy about march 28 zuper8: (private) never before have two people organized sex so well zuper8: (private) 28 too? yummie! womanonfire -> zuper8: i know it is scandlous womanonfire -> zuper8: no 18 zuper8: (private) shall we put it on the office schedule? womanonfire -> zuper8: my fingers dont hit the right keys today zuper8: (private) so that we don't forget womanonfire -> zuper8: we should make a countdown zuper8: (private) wanna use my keyboard? zuper8: (private) a countdown! zuper8: (private) yes! zuper8: (private) great idea! womanonfire -> zuper8: yes! zuper8: (private) on the homepage of entropy8zuper! zuper8: (private) haha womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: no one will know what it is about womanonfire -> zuper8: but us zuper8: (private) you think so? :) womanonfire -> zuper8: yes zuper8: (private) let's not talk about it too much womanonfire -> zuper8: no zuper8: (private) and wait and see what happens zuper8: (private) i will be very happy to just hug you womanonfire -> zuper8: no pressure... yes womanonfire -> zuper8: whatever happens, happens zuper8: (private) hold you for a while womanonfire -> zuper8: to look into your real eyes zuper8: (private) asynchronous eye gazing womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: :) womanonfire -> zuper8: strange zuper8: (private) welcome to the net zuper8: (private) i wish i could hear you womanonfire -> zuper8: i am singing you do not want to hear that zuper8: (private) why don't you phone me? womanonfire -> zuper8: and laughing zuper8: (private) i want to hear every sound around you womanonfire -> zuper8: i think we need to keep the mystery of sound womanonfire -> zuper8: hear me in your head for now zuper8: (private) i wouldn't know what to say... zuper8: (private) please continue zuper8: (private) the sound is perfect! zuper8: (private) it's so nice to hear your voice zuper8: (private) even with all the distortion zuper8: (private) pity we can't use the audio to communicate zuper8: (private) just for sound effects... :) womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: the speakers on my powerbook are so awful womanonfire -> zuper8: but i hear you lauging womanonfire -> zuper8: say it again... zuper8: (private) connect your powerbook to the stereo womanonfire -> zuper8: ? zuper8: (private) the sound system? zuper8: (private) amplifier? zuper8: (private) radio? womanonfire -> zuper8: speakers hooked up to my big computer could be rerouted zuper8: (private) (just kidding...) womanonfire -> zuper8: but that would be a pain zuper8: (private) especially considering the quality of the sound... womanonfire -> zuper8: not that i wouldnt go thruogh pain for you womanonfire -> zuper8: going through pain for you womanonfire -> zuper8: anyway zuper8: (private) you don'tb have to go through pain for me womanonfire -> zuper8: :) zuper8: (private) i want you to feel only pleasure zuper8: (private) it's cold here womanonfire -> zuper8: oh no womanonfire -> zuper8: it is always hot here in my apartment zuper8: (private) i know zuper8: (private) that's why i spend so much time there zuper8: (private) ;) womanonfire -> zuper8: :) womanonfire -> zuper8: stretching zuper8: (private) i feel you zuper8: (private) almost womanonfire -> zuper8: chair dancing womanonfire -> zuper8: :) zuper8: (private) :) womanonfire -> zuper8: so what shall we do about skinonskin zuper8: (private) i don't know womanonfire -> zuper8: i just think we should let people see womanonfire -> zuper8: but only for a limited time zuper8: (private) i guess there is no way to hide what it is about womanonfire -> zuper8: and i will keep marc away from it zuper8: (private) a hell event would be perfect womanonfire -> zuper8: during the time womanonfire -> zuper8: yes zuper8: (private) with special passwords womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: that would be perfect womanonfire -> zuper8: a locked door zuper8: (private) and people have to answer certain questions to get in :) womanonfire -> zuper8: to a room at the seaside motel zuper8: (private) and we will judge if they're worthy zuper8: (private) :) zuper8: (private) maybe we can offerv them a room next to ours womanonfire -> zuper8: will we regret it if we meet and do not like each other zuper8: (private) with a peep hole womanonfire -> zuper8: peep womanonfire -> zuper8: peep womanonfire -> zuper8: peep zuper8: (private) but we do like each other already womanonfire -> zuper8: yes very much zuper8: (private) we will just have to give our bodies some time zuper8: (private) that's all zuper8: (private) to get used to one another womanonfire -> zuper8: give our bodies something to do zuper8: (private) i have experienced such a thing before zuper8: (private) with jef -snarg- morlan womanonfire -> zuper8: really zuper8: (private) not that we were in love womanonfire -> zuper8: oh, ok womanonfire -> zuper8: :) womanonfire -> zuper8: ! zuper8: (private) but we became very good friends while doing FFF zuper8: (private) and then we met zuper8: (private) we fetched them at the airport zuper8: (private) it was really scary zuper8: (private) i wanted to touch him so much zuper8: (private) but i did not recognize him in a way womanonfire -> zuper8: i understand zuper8: (private) and still we knew each other so well zuper8: (private) it happens on the net zuper8: (private) you get to know people very well very quickly womanonfire -> zuper8: yes i have had the experience womanonfire -> zuper8: but not in this way womanonfire -> zuper8: so i guess i am more nervous about it womanonfire -> zuper8: but not now zuper8: (private) we have so much to enjoy about each other womanonfire -> zuper8: i enjoy so much being with you online zuper8: (private) if the sex doesn't work out zuper8: (private) we can discuss dynamic html zuper8: (private) or interface concepts womanonfire -> zuper8: right, naked zuper8: (private) yes zuper8: (private) naked zuper8: (private) why not? womanonfire -> zuper8: naked discussion zuper8: (private) we're already very naked in a way zuper8: (private) to each other zuper8: (private) vulnerable zuper8: (private) open womanonfire -> zuper8: i think that is why i want to talk to you that way womanonfire -> zuper8: in person womanonfire -> zuper8: b ut anyway zuper8: (private) i enjoy being with you on line very much as well zuper8: (private) it's a whole world for me womanonfire -> zuper8: i always feel so open to you when we chat womanonfire -> zuper8: like you are here zuper8: (private) me too womanonfire -> zuper8: and i am waiting for you to touch me zuper8: (private) no secrets womanonfire -> zuper8: and wanting more zuper8: (private) i am touching you all the time zuper8: (private) almost zuper8: (private) more zuper8: (private) zuper8: (private) womanonfire -> zuper8: the feeling is one of constant anticipation zuper8: (private) yes zuper8: (private) womanonfire -> zuper8: very sensual zuper8: (private) every normal human being would have gone insane by now zuper8: (private) like my pores are wide open zuper8: (private) like my nerves are flowers zuper8: (private) opening up to your light womanonfire -> zuper8: i think that is why i did not want to stop chatting i am addicted to feeling like this now zuper8: (private) i understand perfectly zuper8: (private) i feel exactly the same way womanonfire -> zuper8: flowers zuper8: (private) (lucky i have an expensive phone company to keep me sane...) womanonfire -> zuper8: yes zuper8: (private) touch my flowers zuper8: (private) gently womanonfire -> zuper8: i want your breath more than anything zuper8: (private) my breath is yours womanonfire -> zuper8: to feel this ocean you are always telling me about womanonfire -> zuper8: the waves zuper8: (private) i know it's a cheap cliche womanonfire -> zuper8: i love it womanonfire -> zuper8: not cheap womanonfire -> zuper8: true womanonfire -> zuper8: i believe in it womanonfire -> zuper8: you created it in my mind zuper8: (private) me too womanonfire -> zuper8: my mind cannot let it go zuper8: (private) the ocean zuper8: (private) and the waves womanonfire -> zuper8: it is a vision womanonfire -> zuper8: it is a sensation zuper8: (private) just for the two of us womanonfire -> zuper8: i masturbated and as i came zuper8: (private) who know what it means womanonfire -> zuper8: i screamed womanonfire -> zuper8: we are the waves womanonfire -> zuper8: ... womanonfire -> zuper8: what have you done to me zuper8: (private) did you? zuper8: (private) zuper8: (private) zuper8: (private) i'm touched womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: womanonfire -> zuper8: zuper8: (private) i'm almost crying womanonfire -> zuper8: i cant believe i told you about that zuper8: (private) i love you for it womanonfire -> zuper8: but i have no secrets from you now womanonfire -> zuper8: right now zuper8: (private) it's so beautiful womanonfire -> zuper8: i am so yours zuper8: (private) you're so zuper8: (private) beautiful zuper8: (private) i want to merge zuper8: (private) become one womanonfire -> zuper8: 2 become 2 womanonfire -> zuper8: become 2 zuper8: (private) feel you inside me womanonfire -> zuper8: become1 womanonfire -> zuper8: become1 womanonfire -> zuper8: then 2 again zuper8: (private) your whole body inside of mine womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: touch you on the inside zuper8: (private) i guess you have to be 2 to want to be 1 womanonfire -> zuper8: feel me on the inside zuper8: (private) that's how i feel your touch zuper8: (private) through the network zuper8: (private) through my mind zuper8: (private) your touch spreads zuper8: (private) from the inside out zuper8: (private) pushing the flowers open zuper8: (private) hungry for more zuper8: (private) more womanonfire -> zuper8: more zuper8: (private) and more comes through the wires zuper8: (private) again zuper8: (private) pushing zuper8: (private) i'm almost to small for you zuper8: (private) to contain you womanonfire -> zuper8: you womanonfire -> zuper8: your words zuper8: (private) Auriea zuper8: (private) your name zuper8: (private) is like a kiss zuper8: (private) on my lips zuper8: (private) just to speak it out zuper8: (private) or even just think it zuper8: (private) ... zuper8: (private) fills me zuper8: (private) thrills me womanonfire -> zuper8: i am speechless womanonfire -> zuper8: moments like this zuper8: (private) i can feel you womanonfire -> zuper8: i want a touch plug-in zuper8: (private) there is much more coming through the wires than these words womanonfire -> zuper8: yes zuper8: i do know i guy who was working on touch transmission hardware... zuper8: a guy zuper8: he had a great idea zuper8: but i don't know if he ever actually developped it zuper8: would be great zuper8: for us womanonfire -> zuper8: we should beta test zuper8: i'll try to find him again womanonfire -> zuper8: yes! zuper8: (private) we would be perfect beta testers! womanonfire -> zuper8: my hair smells very nice today womanonfire -> zuper8: just washed it zuper8: (private) what does it smell like? zuper8: (private) i don't want to imagine the wrong smell womanonfire -> zuper8: believe it or not like flowers womanonfire -> zuper8: the conditioner womanonfire -> zuper8: was an herbal zuper8: (private) sweet? womanonfire -> zuper8: yes a bit like... womanonfire -> zuper8: hard to describe womanonfire -> zuper8: .... womanonfire -> zuper8: not good at describing smells zuper8: (private) send me a sample zuper8: (private) by snail mail zuper8: (private) :) womanonfire -> zuper8: ok womanonfire -> zuper8: :) zuper8: (private) i love you womanonfire -> zuper8: i love you womanonfire -> zuper8: darling womanonfire -> zuper8: i want you womanonfire -> zuper8: i am crazy for you womanonfire -> zuper8: what will become of me zuper8: (private) you will become my queen zuper8: (private) :) womanonfire -> zuper8: :) zuper8: (private) in this matriarchy zuper8: (private) called zuper8: (private) the sensual network zuper8: (private) our sex will conquer the world zuper8: (private) :) womanonfire -> zuper8: change the world through our lovemaking zuper8: (private) you are strong womanonfire -> zuper8: you are fire running through my veins zuper8: (private) fire zuper8: (private) fast zuper8: (private) out of control womanonfire -> zuper8: devouring zuper8: (private) no direction zuper8: (private) all directions womanonfire -> zuper8: all directions zuper8: (private) everywhere zuper8: (private) at once womanonfire: that is why my company is called entropy8 by the way zuper8: huh? womanonfire: al directions at once zuper8: i see womanonfire: one of the reasons womanonfire: anyway zuper8: now why did i call mine zuper again... ;p womanonfire: because it is cool to be known a Z! womanonfire: as zuper8: the Z is very old zuper8: i once spelled my name wrong on a file on purpose zuper8: miga-el zamien womanonfire: :) zuper8: since then the z never left me zuper8: then i became miga-El z zuper8: then just El Z zuper8: and then Z! zuper8: and now z8 zuper8: ) womanonfire -> zuper8: dont have the operation zuper8: i am yours womanonfire -> zuper8: what if they o something wrong zuper8: why not? womanonfire -> zuper8: do womanonfire -> zuper8: operations scre me womanonfire -> zuper8: scare zuper8: you mean: what if i become impotent? zuper8: don't you? womanonfire -> zuper8: YES womanonfire -> zuper8: doesnt that worry you zuper8: i wouldn't mind a little impotency once in a while :) womanonfire -> zuper8: ha ha zuper8: i think i'm really weird with this sex thing womanonfire -> zuper8: in what way? zuper8: well zuper8: i don't think orgasms are so wonderful womanonfire: o zuper8: i guess for a woman it's different (at least for some women) zuper8: but orgasms end a lot of the tension zuper8: and i don't want it to end zuper8: the tension is what i like best in sex womanonfire: yes i see womanonfire: it is the best part womanonfire: but... zuper8: but you'd rather have some orgasms zuper8: ;D womanonfire: no its not the orgasm womanonfire: as ia said i get sad when it is over zuper8: but when is it over? womanonfire: i just like being in the process of getting to the orgasm part zuper8: do you feel sad after an orgasm? womanonfire: sometimes womanonfire: but not always zuper8: why is that, do you think? womanonfire: no crying or anyting like that zuper8: melancholy? womanonfire: i feel so a part of my partner womanonfire: and it is like seeing god womanonfire: and losing myself womanonfire: lost womanonfire: amazing womanonfire: visions womanonfire: i guess i think too much zuper8: (private) you're turning me on womanonfire: so anything that takes me away womanonfire: but it is fleeting womanonfire: and i just want to get it back womanonfire: to be lost in visions zuper8: i understand i think womanonfire: triggered by womanonfire: you zuper8: it's a sad story zuper8: because it is true zuper8: but still zuper8: there is love womanonfire: yes love zuper8: love does not go away womanonfire: no zuper8: love can comfort you womanonfire: never womanonfire: goes away zuper8: love makes everyhting warm womanonfire: everything warm inside zuper8: glow womanonfire: a shield against the cold outside zuper8: pulsating glow zuper8: a shield zuper8: radiating zuper8: impenetrable womanonfire -> zuper8: i will love you forever zuper8: (private) i will too zuper8: (private) we were made for each other zuper8: (private) in a way zuper8: (private) i know that zuper8: (private) it feels too good to be anything else zuper8: (private) i'm good at judging these things :) womanonfire -> zuper8: :) womanonfire -> zuper8: good womanonfire -> zuper8: because i just go where my heart leads womanonfire -> zuper8: i cannot judge womanonfire -> zuper8: no perspective womanonfire -> zuper8: just the urge zuper8: (private) o but entropy8zuper is a perspective zuper8: (private) if you need one womanonfire -> zuper8: i am enjoying the process zuper8: (private) we will amaze people womanonfire -> zuper8: i need time to develop my ideas though womanonfire -> zuper8: so be patient zuper8: (private) take your time womanonfire -> zuper8: it will be done when we need it to be zuper8: (private) don't let me hurry you womanonfire -> zuper8: before we meet zuper8: (private) i just spit out everything that comes to my mind womanonfire -> zuper8: i was thinking of getting the cards made zuper8: (private) yes zuper8: (private) the cards! zuper8: (private) with just 'entropy8zuper.org' ? womanonfire -> zuper8: i can get it done inexpensively here womanonfire -> zuper8: yes womanonfire -> zuper8: just that zuper8: (private) great zuper8: (private) it says it all womanonfire -> zuper8: how do you feel - should the lettering be black or red womanonfire -> zuper8: or gold zuper8: (private) black on red is ok womanonfire -> zuper8: oooh zuper8: (private) i like the entensity of a red field on a computer screen womanonfire -> zuper8: mee tooo zuper8: (private) but the card doesn't have to be fancy zuper8: (private) just the word zuper8: (private) no design zuper8: (private) just the feeling womanonfire: i designed a site once which was rejected because they said it hurt too much to look at the bringht red i chose zuper8: (private) :) zuper8: (private) i did an orange site once womanonfire -> zuper8: very simple cards zuper8: (private) which the client rejected zuper8: i will have to go soon womanonfire -> zuper8: sleep inside me never leave zuper8: (private) my love zuper8: (private) i sleep inside you zuper8: (private) my tears become a steaming ocean inside of you womanonfire: no you should rest for real womanonfire: you need to be strong womanonfire: for the both of us womanonfire: i will wear myself out womanonfire: here zuper8: (private) you too! zuper8: (private) be in bed by the time i get up! zuper8: (private) i miss you too much in the afternoon womanonfire: ok love zuper8: (private) in the morning i can handle it womanonfire: i will sleep tonight zuper8: (private) (though i love to see you when i get up... sorry zuper8: yes zuper8: sleep zuper8: let your hands zuper8: be controlled by my mind zuper8: and i will give you control zuper8: of mine zuper8: goodnight, my dear zuper8: i zuper8: l zuper8: o zuper8: v zuper8: e zuper8: y zuper8: o zuper8: u zuper8: [kiss] womanonfire: goodnightkiss zuper8: nightgoodkiss womanonfire: kiss on the neck womanonfire: kiss on your forhead womanonfire: kiss on the lips womanonfire: kiss on both eyes womanonfire: fade.... zuper8: fade... zuper8: disconnect zuper8: only zuper8: the software