zuper8: lover!
womanonfire: smile!
womanonfire: hi!
zuper8: hi
womanonfire: i am all exclaimation points today!
womanonfire: !!!!!!!!!
zuper8: so happy to see you
zuper8: !!!!!
womanonfire: how are you
zuper8: love the new freezing.html
zuper8: mmmmm
womanonfire: neat huh
zuper8: i'm so cold too
zuper8: come to me
womanonfire: i was so happy when the whole thing worked
womanonfire: it was easy
womanonfire: like you said
zuper8: it's nice when things work ;)
womanonfire: it would be
womanonfire: indeed
zuper8: i'm downloading the mp3 now...
womanonfire: oh good!
zuper8: half an hour to go
womanonfire: i got it as amall as i could
womanonfire: without the sound distorting too much
womanonfire: i wanted it to sound good
zuper8: good
zuper8: i'm so happy to see you
womanonfire: it was hard to find an encoder for the mac
womanonfire: i am happy youare happy
zuper8: you wouldn't believe it
womanonfire: i went clothes shopping
zuper8: i want do be with you all the time
zuper8: what did you buy/get?
womanonfire: i wish we could just hang out together
womanonfire: do things together
zuper8: yes
zuper8: just sit next to each other
zuper8: talk
zuper8: laugh
womanonfire: right
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: i tried on a latex dress
zuper8: like a couple...
zuper8: ;)
womanonfire: but i didnt get it
zuper8: latex??
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: latex
zuper8: did it feel good?
womanonfire: very form fitting
zuper8: i have plastic trousers...
zuper8: fake crocodile or something
zuper8: i always sweat in them
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: it's nice though
zuper8: to sweat in them
zuper8: but cold in winter
womanonfire: yes those materials were never meant for clothing
zuper8: but for undressing
womanonfire: but the latex thing was sexy
zuper8: so why didn't you buy it?
womanonfire: well because then i would have had to buy the spiky heels to go with it and i just wasnt wanting to spend so much money :)
zuper8: so no clothes?
zuper8: did you get a romantic valentine's gift?
womanonfire: i ended up getting just this sheer ripped up looking skirt and top and many other sheer things to layer under it... kinda see through
womanonfire: no romance
zuper8: mmm
womanonfire: you sre my romance
womanonfire: are
zuper8: it's very ironic
zuper8: that arc takes you for valentine shopping
zuper8: =M
zuper8: Marc
zuper8: while...
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: we are going out tonight though (hence all the clothes)
zuper8: haha
zuper8: party?
womanonfire: to a valentines day "perfomance" by the mistress troy and friends
womanonfire: at a night club
zuper8: :)
zuper8: groovy
zuper8: (frightening)
womanonfire: usually my life is not nearly this interesting
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: i'd love to be in your boring life
zuper8: all
zuper8: the
zuper8: time
womanonfire: well if you like tv and sitting infront of comupters i guess i am your woman
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: be bored together
zuper8: sounds like
zuper8: heaven to me
zuper8: you are my woman!
zuper8: (i don't like tv much hough...)
zuper8: +t
zuper8: i prefer 160x120 live video feeds
womanonfire: oh yes and having friends stop by unanounced to watch your tv drink your alchohol and smoke your pot
zuper8: at 0.8 fps
womanonfire: i dont like tv much either
womanonfire: i hardly watch at all now that i have you
zuper8: we should run away
womanonfire: such a romantic
womanonfire: yoou are
zuper8: i can't sit in front of it either
zuper8: i am
zuper8: and you are not
zuper8: you said
zuper8: but you lied
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: no im not, too jaded and battle scarred but you are bringing it out of me i think
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: maybe it's not romance
zuper8: but just some kind of love
womanonfire: oh but it is sooooo romantic though
zuper8: it is
zuper8: but it's not easy to admit it
womanonfire: 
womanonfire: 
womanonfire: 
womanonfire: 
womanonfire: you are at 0 fps again
zuper8: sorry bout that ;(
womanonfire: are you there??
womanonfire: oh good
zuper8: i was showing a cd cover
womanonfire: i wanna see
zuper8: with like some orchestra on it
womanonfire: let me try black and white mode on you again
womanonfire: there you are
womanonfire: there it is!!
womanonfire: listening to it now
zuper8: yes
zuper8: we need a sound system in the office
womanonfire: that is all thats missing
zuper8: so we can listen to same music at the same time
womanonfire: so i was thinking
womanonfire: we should just archive our office notes
womanonfire: for the tease site
womanonfire: somehow automaticcally
zuper8: yes
zuper8: i read that
womanonfire: reformat
womanonfire: and output 
zuper8: i'm not sure about it though
womanonfire: transparently so we are not so conscious of it
womanonfire: it would only be for awhile
zuper8: we may be giving to much away
womanonfire: maybe
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: let me think about it
womanonfire: is the point to be mysterious or to be truthful
womanonfire: ?
zuper8: to have an emotional impact
zuper8: the truth is a tool for that
zuper8: in art
womanonfire: right yes
zuper8: mystery fo mystery's sake is boring
zuper8: take jodi.org
zuper8: ;p
womanonfire: :-)
womanonfire: jodi.diss
zuper8: diss?
womanonfire: um... disrespect (black american expression)
zuper8: (private) so happy to be with you now
zuper8: black american
womanonfire -> zuper8: we must learn each others language
zuper8: still have to get used to that
zuper8: sounds frightening
womanonfire -> zuper8: i wish i knew how to make love to you in dutch
zuper8: i just want you
zuper8: i don't want any black americans
womanonfire: its just a lable
womanonfire: it has *nothing* to do with who i am
zuper8: (private) love = language
zuper8: no
womanonfire: wow you are up to 4.9 fps in b/w mode on lowest setting!! :)
womanonfire: i can see you move!
zuper8: how do I look?
womanonfire: love=language yes
womanonfire: pixelly but cool
zuper8: i've turned the color off here too now
womanonfire: good to see you in motion
zuper8: i'd like to do more motion than this
womanonfire: seeing your gestures
zuper8: anyway
womanonfire: yes live motion
zuper8: typing...
womanonfire: full motion
zuper8: 3d
womanonfire: virtual reality
zuper8: with a touch plugin
womanonfire: immersive experience
zuper8: real virtuality
zuper8: holodeck :)
womanonfire: right!
womanonfire: how cool would that be
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: !
zuper8: anyway we should respect what we have now
zuper8: otherwise we would not have each other
womanonfire: i know
womanonfire: it is something
womanonfire: better than nothing
womanonfire: and we use it to its fullest
zuper8: ah!
zuper8: there you are!
zuper8: i lost you!
zuper8: :(
zuper8: what happened?
womanonfire: it said your connection timed out
womanonfire: and you disappeared
zuper8: here it said yours did...
womanonfire: weird
zuper8: what was the lost sing i wrote?
zuper8: thing?
womanonfire: better living through technology my ass!
womanonfire: um
womanonfire: last thing
zuper8: your ass!
zuper8: mmm
womanonfire: about respecting the network
zuper8: yes
womanonfire: :-)
zuper8: i said
zuper8: i had some realsex with veerle this afternoon
womanonfire: good i guess
zuper8: and it wasn't nearly as good as our asccii delights
zuper8: which makes me fear
zuper8: _our_ reallife encounter again
zuper8: but
womanonfire: had realsex too but it was difficult to get into it
zuper8: let's not fear the unknown
womanonfire: no no fear
zuper8: difficult?
womanonfire: just wasnt able to concetrate or whatever
womanonfire: focus
womanonfire: thinking about you too much
zuper8: i know
zuper8: i tried to imagine you
zuper8: it didn't work
womanonfire: i find that the first time with someone is always the best
zuper8: no it isn't
zuper8: not in asciisex
womanonfire: so i am not worried _at all_
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: oh well ascisexx we had to get used to 
zuper8: i think about the 6th time is the best
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: to perfect our skill
womanonfire: yes i think so
zuper8: sex is always something to get used to
zuper8: another body...
zuper8: undiscovered territory
zuper8: what happens when i press this button? :)
womanonfire: yes wxactly
womanonfire: fun!
zuper8: (private) it's only you...
womanonfire: years of frustration lay down side by side
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: we are on the same track!
zuper8: :}
zuper8: :~}
zuper8: yes
zuper8: we are
zuper8: ...
womanonfire: its kinda like haaving the same soundsystem
zuper8: always
zuper8: :)
zuper8: me too
zuper8: but i don't think my phone line is up to it
womanonfire: love you
zuper8: love you
womanonfire: um
zuper8: love you
womanonfire: your phone line probably will not be enough
womanonfire: for sound
zuper8: sorry
zuper8: :)
zuper8: horrible distortions
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: still it feels really well to hear you
womanonfire: i can only hear your voice but i cannot understand what you say
womanonfire: so many barriers to audio
zuper8: that's because of my accent ;)
womanonfire: no i think it is my speakers :(
zuper8: we will talk
zuper8: we will
womanonfire: you will think i have an accent... being american from the midwest
zuper8: how about if i join you after sf?
womanonfire: you can if you want to
zuper8: we'll see ;)
womanonfire: i will be busy during the day
zuper8: i can be your love slave
womanonfire: but you can wait for me in the hotel
womanonfire: yes naked in bed waiting
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: waiting
zuper8: counting the minutes
zuper8: hmmm
zuper8: i'm not sure about this...
womanonfire: there will nt be much to do in palo alto i dont think
zuper8: i would die of frustration
womanonfire: i would always return 
zuper8: let's not overdo things
womanonfire: it is a nice thought though
womanonfire: <sigh>
zuper8: it is not impossible
zuper8: but if i am there
zuper8: i'd rather have all of your time
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: yes that would be better
zuper8: and we still have some years of life ahead of us
zuper8: who knows maybe
zuper8: later
zuper8: when we're old and wrinkled
zuper8: we will setlle down together
womanonfire: old and wrinkled!
zuper8: on some exotic island
womanonfire: ha ha aha
zuper8: live life to the fullest
zuper8: till death do us part
womanonfire: there you are again mr. romantic
womanonfire: i love you for it
zuper8: i'm just in love
zuper8: it's normal
zuper8: i think
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: it is
zuper8: i love you so much
womanonfire: i am just romantic in different ways i think
zuper8: everything is so good
zuper8: the conversation
zuper8: the work
zuper8: the sex
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: i think we were meant to be definitly
zuper8: you do now?
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: things happen for a reasom
womanonfire: n
zuper8: do they?
womanonfire: always
womanonfire: we needed each other
womanonfire: i believe this
zuper8: if i concentrate
zuper8: i can feel you sitting in your chair
zuper8: working
zuper8: maybe we needed something
zuper8: ...
zuper8: and we found each other...
womanonfire -> zuper8: for ive been a tempress too long...
zuper8: (private) you still are
womanonfire: yes maybe so
womanonfire: but you have changed things for me
womanonfire: the way i think about work
womanonfire: and it is a good influence
zuper8: i have?
womanonfire: oh yes
zuper8: in what way?
womanonfire: well, i was sort of stuck in working a certain way
womanonfire: very metodical
womanonfire: h
womanonfire: very tight
zuper8: ah! the eternal danger!
womanonfire: but it was all in my head
zuper8: the creative trap
womanonfire: uneccessary
zuper8: you came just at the right time for me
womanonfire: and i find now that i am planning this big art piece for the walker i am thinking about it in a way different than i first realized it
zuper8: i needed a reason to be a woman
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: it will be a much better peice now i think
zuper8: what will it be about?
womanonfire: i will credit you on the site
zuper8: you don't have to
womanonfire: it is an artificial life project
zuper8: just kiss me
womanonfire: ok
womanonfire: endlessly
zuper8: artificial life? sound hi-tech!
womanonfire: yes and way over my head in a way
womanonfire: but marc and i wanted the challenge
zuper8: who's doing the programming?
womanonfire: i love challenges
zuper8: i know you do
womanonfire: it is not so very much about the programming
womanonfire: more about how one explores websites
womanonfire: how a site can explore you
womanonfire: to make a person/persona
zuper8: you're making me very curious...
womanonfire: that interacts and is influenced by the visitors
womanonfire: it lives
womanonfire: in a sense
zuper8: it will have to be really good
womanonfire: and it will die too
womanonfire: i know
zuper8: to give an illusion of life and death
zuper8: not easy
zuper8: a challenge...
womanonfire: i have 2 obsessions
zuper8: yes?
womanonfire: secrecy and time
zuper8: only 2?
zuper8: why secrecy?
womanonfire: yes only two big ones
womanonfire: long story... has to do with that deep traumatic childhood i mentioned before
womanonfire: anyway
womanonfire -> zuper8: all i have left is my memories of yesterday
zuper8: you must tell me all your long stories one day
womanonfire: i wanted to finally do a project which would allow me to explore both obsessions
womanonfire: the site will be driven by time
womanonfire: change with time
womanonfire: complicated
womanonfire: but maybe not so very
zuper8: how much control will you allow yourself over it?
womanonfire: lots of work must go into making things originally
womanonfire: i want it to grow on its own
womanonfire: i want too much i know
zuper8: will it be able to do unexpected hings?
womanonfire: we will see how close i get to it
zuper8: +t
womanonfire: yes i want it to live
womanonfire: to have its own story
womanonfire: history
zuper8: (i love it when i script i wrote does something i didn't program on purpose)
zuper8: (like words.html)
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: words was meant to be eternally looping
zuper8: but it kindof fades out now
zuper8: it's better that way
womanonfire: it looked like the words were emanating from the center
zuper8: and the heart will keep on beating
zuper8: they are
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: words or no words
zuper8: the hearts keeps beating
zuper8: violently
zuper8: devouring
womanonfire: eternally
zuper8: consuming
womanonfire: humming :)
zuper8: o n  f i r e
zuper8: how much is a trip to NY?
zuper8: i wonder
zuper8: i want to meet you
womanonfire -> zuper8: i got nobody on my side and surely that aint right
zuper8: jus a few hours
zuper8: to talk
womanonfire: probably really expensive
womanonfire: much better if i fly to ronse
womanonfire: i can get a courier flight
zuper8: (private) (track/time please, so I can synchronize)
zuper8: a courier flight?
zuper8: for a coke dealer?
womanonfire: no no it is legitimate
zuper8: and it's cheap?
womanonfire: yes very
zuper8: so why aren't you here? :D
womanonfire: but you have no control over when you leave or when you come back
womanonfire: time time time
womanonfire: that is the only reason i am not there
zuper8: no control
womanonfire: i have no control
zuper8: is unacceptable
zuper8: :)
zuper8: i want the continents to drift together again
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: so i can just visit you on foot
zuper8: bare feet
womanonfire: by car at least
zuper8: meet you in the park
zuper8: sit on a bench
zuper8: talk shop
zuper8: smile
zuper8: a lot
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: :)
zuper8: <sigh>
womanonfire: i wish you could help me in all of my projects now
womanonfire: you know so much it seems
zuper8: i want nothing else
zuper8: i don't know anything
womanonfire: i know nothing it seems sometimes
zuper8: but i'll pretend i do just to be with you
zuper8: i might not last long befoe you see through me
zuper8: but it will be fun untill then
zuper8: ;D
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: i have to go
zuper8: ok
womanonfire: get ready for the party
zuper8: dress up! :)
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: have fun, my love
womanonfire: in sexy clothing
womanonfire: i will try
womanonfire: to have fun
womanonfire: you have fun too
zuper8: have a great time!
womanonfire: sleep
zuper8: i'm going to bed in a while
womanonfire: talk to me tomorrow
zuper8: sleep
zuper8: i'll be away tomorrow afternoon
womanonfire: i want to tell you more about the things i want to do
zuper8: please do
womanonfire: just because you know what i am talking about
womanonfire: and it is fun to discuss such things
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: and i love you
womanonfire: goodnight
zuper8: and i love you
womanonfire: see you tomorrow night then
zuper8: tomorrow night
zuper8: yes
womanonfire: or morning when i will probably get back from this party
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: i am yours
womanonfire: bye bye 
zuper8: don't drink too much
womanonfire: bye kiss
zuper8: bye
womanonfire: ok
zuper8: kiss
zuper8: mmm