zuper8: what happened??? womanonfire: i had to go quickly womanonfire: too quickly womanonfire: to talk zuper8: why? womanonfire: to marc zuper8: what's up? womanonfire: sorry love zuper8: i feel so sad womanonfire: i hated doing that womanonfire: but i have to keep our secret zuper8: so left alone zuper8: what happened? womanonfire: we talked womanonfire: its ok zuper8: when? zuper8: now? zuper8: about what? zuper8: why now? womanonfire: dont be sad womanonfire: its ok to talk now womanonfire: you an me zuper8: talk zuper8: what happened? womanonfire: with marc??? zuper8: yes womanonfire: everything is ok womanonfire: he is mad but not irreperably so zuper8: you don't want to talk about it? womanonfire: no womanonfire: i dont want to make you deal with it zuper8: i want to know what goes on in your life zuper8: i don't want to live in a fairy tale womanonfire: i understand womanonfire: relationships are so hard to put into words womanonfire: hold on do not go away zuper8: if this is inconvenient we can mail later womanonfire: i just want to be with you so bad womanonfire: but maybe now is not the time zuper8: me too! zuper8: ok womanonfire: i love you zuper8: i want to comfort you womanonfire: i am in hell zuper8: help you zuper8: help me help you womanonfire: lets talk tomorrow zuper8: i'll do anything womanonfire: i know womanonfire: i dont want you to do anything but be here for me zuper8: even leave you if that is what you want womanonfire: no! womanonfire: never zuper8: i am here womanonfire: i just have no privacy womanonfire: it makes it hard womanonfire: but not impossible zuper8: i want your life to be easy womanonfire: ive done well so far :) womanonfire: my life can never be easy womanonfire: or it wouldnt be my life womanonfire: its ok dear womanonfire: no fairy tales zuper8: i worry womanonfire: i love you zuper8: i love you zuper8: ok womanonfire: i want you womanonfire: i need you zuper8: yes womanonfire: i love you zuper8: i love you so much zuper8: what are going to do? womanonfire: the same thing i do everyday zuper8: and that is? womanonfire: try and take over the world :) zuper8: you're amazing womanonfire: i shouldnt joke womanonfire: but really i will not hurt anybody womanonfire: i can do anything womanonfire: so no worrying zuper8: and you? womanonfire: me.... zuper8: can you keep yourself from being hurt? womanonfire: ive never been able to do that womanonfire: so im used to it by now zuper8: that hurts me womanonfire: dont make me think about myself womanonfire: not right now womanonfire: i am so selfish as it is zuper8: everybody is selfish zuper8: don't think you're more selfish than anyone else zuper8: take care of yourself zuper8: you f****** deserve it womanonfire: now you see part of me i do not want you to have womanonfire: the two aurieas zuper8: i want every part of you zuper8: ! zuper8: have a smoke womanonfire: just go now and know i love you. sleep and whisper your words of love in my ear in dreams womanonfire: i have to go zuper8: ok womanonfire: i miss you already zuper8: i'll take a raincheck this time zuper8: ;) womanonfire: ok zuper8: i am with you womanonfire: until tomorrow... zuper8: as well as i can zuper8: tomorrow womanonfire: i know zuper8: i love you zuper8: if you want me to womanonfire: i love you for evrything zuper8: and even if you don't womanonfire: i want you to zuper8: i'll love you secretly womanonfire: more than anything i have ever wanted womanonfire: there is something so pure about your love that it womanonfire: is womanonfire: undescribable womanonfire: bliss zuper8: zuper8: i know (crying) womanonfire: i am zuper8: but if our love makes your life too difficult zuper8: we should find another way womanonfire: dont say it womanonfire: lets talk tomorrow zuper8: ok womanonfire: goodnight my love zuper8: tomorrow zuper8: goodnight my godlove zuper8: kiss womanonfire: Michael womanonfire: kisss zuper8: Auriea zuper8: go and do something completely different womanonfire: never let me go zuper8: i will never let you go womanonfire: ok zuper8: i will always be there for you zuper8: even after we get sick and tired of each others sex womanonfire: :) zuper8: i will be here womanonfire: sweet as always zuper8: yours as always zuper8: go now zuper8: walk the dog zuper8: water the plants zuper8: iron some t shirts womanonfire: :) zuper8: whatever zuper8: run outside zuper8: harras some cops zuper8: put something on fire zuper8: drink a vodka zuper8: call some asshole womanonfire: ok all of those things i will do :) zuper8: :) zuper8: have fun! womanonfire: but drink the vodka first zuper8: (i wish i had some here) womanonfire: bye bye zuper8: bye my dearest womanonfire: fade.... zuper8: fade...