zuper8: i am here at last! :)
womanonfire: hello
zuper8: womanonfire
zuper8: my only one
womanonfire: i just looked at the e8z
zuper8: i just uploaded some tweaks
womanonfire: only you
womanonfire: so dark here now
zuper8: dark and hot?
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: light!
zuper8: and hot
womanonfire: !
womanonfire: i should put on something nicer for you
zuper8: it's nice to see genesis come to live
womanonfire: yes 
zuper8: we're agreat team
womanonfire: very good
zuper8: step by step
womanonfire: i think so
zuper8: yowards one goal
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: I have tried working with so many people and it has never felt this good
zuper8: same here
womanonfire: maybe it is trust
zuper8: one happy z! :)
zuper8: trust, yes!
zuper8: it makes a lot of difference
zuper8: and respect
zuper8: and probably love too :)
womanonfire: yesssss and tension
zuper8: i must say i feel quite relaxed ;)
zuper8: with you
zuper8: at ease
womanonfire: hold on i will be right back
zuper8: i think i dreamt of you tonight
zuper8: suddenly i heard veerle's voice saying "but I have my period"
zuper8: then i woke up
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: a dream
zuper8: i never remember them :(
womanonfire: hmmmm i used to write them down.. or try to
zuper8: (private) i often start making love while sleeping, though
zuper8: (private) very strange to wake up in the middle of it... :)
womanonfire: i have my period maybe it was me saying that in your dream :)
zuper8: again a coincidence
zuper8: !
zuper8: ?
womanonfire: !
zuper8: weird
womanonfire: some would say that there is no such thing as coincidence
zuper8: i'm just so happy to see you
zuper8: 'some 'might be right ;)
womanonfire: i have silly hair tonight though
zuper8: did you go to the doctor's now?
zuper8: you always have silly hair ;)
womanonfire: no i decided not to because today i feel so much better
zuper8: good
zuper8: great
womanonfire:  almost well i think
zuper8: perfect
zuper8: congratulations! :)
womanonfire: i need to eat better i think that will make the difference
zuper8: is that possible in the US? ;)
womanonfire: i have not eaten much since i got sick
womanonfire: ha ha ha
womanonfire: we do have vegetables
zuper8: since we have children we eat extremely well
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: almost no meat
zuper8: almost no spices
zuper8: (except for really hot ones)
womanonfire: yum
zuper8: organically grown stuff
zuper8: and the occasional hamburger :D
zuper8: to make up for it
zuper8: when the kids are asleep
womanonfire: oh in america we have hamburgers every morning for breakfast;)
zuper8: yum :(
womanonfire: good to see you..... sigh
zuper8: yes
zuper8: just looking at you is good for my soul
womanonfire: soulkiss
zuper8: 3 weeks, 2 days...
womanonfire: ah! time is so long but so short for getting things done
zuper8: long-short time
zuper8: we will get there
womanonfire: i am glad you took the step of making the movement happen to get us started
zuper8: i'm very happy with what i did today
womanonfire: tell me
zuper8: yes?
womanonfire: what must we do for our preview 
womanonfire: i have had my head in the clouds and dont know what it going on
zuper8: we can start with the ecstacy thing
womanonfire: ok
zuper8: and then?
zuper8: dunno
womanonfire: whispering windows!
zuper8: will we ask Ken to set up a mailing list?
zuper8: where we can send bccs to?
womanonfire: i just am hooked on the idea
zuper8: o yes...
womanonfire: oh
zuper8: the whispering windows...
zuper8: let's do it
womanonfire: mailing list is good idea
zuper8: you start! :)
womanonfire: ok i start
womanonfire: now i am better i will try to be more involved
womanonfire: i feel like a slug
zuper8: (private) it's strange, i always imagine you to be quite small, very cuddly, yet i know you're tall...
zuper8: what's a slug?
womanonfire: slug= small slimy wormlike thing kinda like a snail with out a shell ... moves very  and shrivels and dies if you put salt on it
womanonfire: moves very slowly is the point
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: i am very cuddly
zuper8: do you feel slow??
womanonfire -> zuper8: but tall
zuper8: (private) cuddly or not, i will cuddle you to death, no matter how tall you are
zuper8: i'm tired
zuper8: been sleeping too much lately...
zuper8: it's weird: if you sleep too much
zuper8: you get tired more easily
womanonfire: sleeping too much?
womanonfire: seems like you hardly sleep at all
zuper8: how do you like me in red? :)
zuper8: i don't need much sleep
zuper8: i think
womanonfire: devil red
zuper8: but that's not the reason of course ;)
womanonfire: yes normally i dont need much sleep either
womanonfire: sexy red
womanonfire: pink in places
zuper8: in places
womanonfire: redkisses
zuper8: warmkisses
zuper8: love you
zuper8: it's so hard
womanonfire: love you
zuper8: not to be able to touch you
zuper8: just to feel the fabric of your clothes
zuper8: would be a delight for me
zuper8: aaaah
zuper8: or to hear you
zuper8: breath
womanonfire -> zuper8: strange because i feel so much like we have met and touched... I seem to remember it, but my body insists i am wrong
zuper8: hear the rustling sounds
zuper8: (private) your body is right
zuper8: (private) but our minds are strong
zuper8: 160x120 pixels...
zuper8: and 26 letters and some punctuation marks
zuper8: that's all the mind needs
zuper8: to believe it is totally lost in love
womanonfire -> zuper8: that and 3 weeks 2 days 7 hours 55 minuets ans 31 seconds 
zuper8: even the body believes it
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
womanonfire -> zuper8: |-)
zuper8: funny to wait 3 weeks for something that will only last 2 days...
womanonfire -> zuper8: that is what i was thinking
zuper8: but i guess it's quality that matters, not quantity
zuper8: anyway, we're her now
womanonfire: i like to hope so....
zuper8: +e
womanonfire:  happy no matter how long
zuper8: also together
zuper8: happy
womanonfire: happy to hold your hand
zuper8: the happy frusrated lovers :)=)
zuper8: +t
womanonfire: i got my webby tix today
zuper8: o?
zuper8: did you manage to fin a fourth one, btw?
zuper8: +d
womanonfire: just two tho... i asked but she has not returned my email
zuper8: i have no tickets, i'm just the designer
womanonfire: probably she cant do it
zuper8: well
zuper8: maybe i won't go
zuper8: :)
zuper8: maybe i'll have other things to do
womanonfire: what doyou mean i have the extra one
womanonfire: no no we should go
zuper8: though i'd like to be in public with you to
zuper8: yes we should
womanonfire: hand out our e8z cards
zuper8: feel the tension
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: we will skip the party afterwards though
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: we're good at not being able to touch the way we would like to! ;)
zuper8: no no
zuper8: we will attend another party
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: we must get the rumors circulating after all
zuper8: ah yes, but _what_ rumors...?
womanonfire: hmmmm
womanonfire: ?
zuper8: that e8z is a new porn site?
womanonfire: um, no
zuper8: um
zuper8: :)
zuper8: let's just be ourselves
zuper8: that'll be shocking enough
womanonfire: we are a forbidden love taking chances to be in public
womanonfire: no one will know that though
zuper8: or we are just two lousy cheaters
womanonfire: maybe they will wonder
zuper8: maybe they will fantasize...
womanonfire: maybe
zuper8: we'll see
womanonfire: look a bullet!
zuper8: what?
zuper8: i only see white?
zuper8: white??
zuper8: help!
zuper8: she's got a bullet!
womanonfire: its just a small one
womanonfire: no gun tho
zuper8: small ones can kill too
womanonfire: hate guns
womanonfire: love bullets
zuper8: glad to hear that
zuper8: guns are not very common in europe...
zuper8: love bullets?
zuper8: from a love gun?
womanonfire: too common here... my brother takes me target shooting when i see him in indiana
womanonfire: he used to be a police officer
zuper8: frightening
womanonfire: he is crazy
womanonfire: collects guns
womanonfire: and knives
zuper8: i hope i never meet him
womanonfire: big tall very muscular scary guy
womanonfire: i wont let him near you
zuper8: unlike me
zuper8: can you protect me?
womanonfire: oh yes
zuper8: good
womanonfire: i liked looking out of your windows on suday
womanonfire: +n
zuper8: haha
zuper8: almost realtime
womanonfire: almost like being there
zuper8: it's not very glmorous
zuper8: but our building is as wide as ten of those houses :)
zuper8: maybe more
zuper8: when we walk from bath room to living room we pass ten houses
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: wow
zuper8: funny
womanonfire: i will have to show you the view from here its quite funny
zuper8: so big an yet i only need these few square meters
zuper8: to be with you
zuper8: yes please: the view!
zuper8: you have athousand faces...
womanonfire: so do you
zuper8: a different one every second
zuper8: would that be visible IRL?
zuper8: i don't think so
zuper8: we make up for the differences in our mind
zuper8: if the framerate is high enough
womanonfire: i guess we will not realy know what the other looks like til we meet
zuper8: true
zuper8: maybe we won't recognize each other :)
zuper8: until we touch...
womanonfire: you look different in the pictures than you look in ivisit
womanonfire: and all the pics on your site looks like a different person in eash one
zuper8: the camera i took the pictures with is better than this one
zuper8: i didn't realize that
womanonfire: it doesnot matter we will recognize each other
zuper8: i though you were the only one with a thousand faces
zuper8: we would recognize each other in any crowd
zuper8: we would hear the sound of our breathing
womanonfire: well i have a quirky face much better in person though
womanonfire -> zuper8: i can hear your breathing from here
zuper8: what's quirky?
womanonfire -> zuper8: quirky=mysterious, funny, strange, unexpected(?)
womanonfire -> zuper8: different 
womanonfire -> zuper8: a thousand faces
zuper8: i will kiss each and every one
zuper8: a thousand times
womanonfire -> zuper8: you are so very sweet
zuper8: i am
zuper8: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: mmmm yes
zuper8: maybe i'm just an asshole pretending
zuper8: to be mr nice guy
womanonfire -> zuper8: i will find that out
zuper8: you should now it already
zuper8: but, well...
womanonfire: al i know is that i love oyu
zuper8:  you never really now, do you
womanonfire: you that i see and feel
zuper8: sometimes people you know quite well surprise you
womanonfire: exactly
zuper8: i am here and you are here
zuper8: i am there and you are there
zuper8: i see you always
zuper8: no second passes without a thought of you
zuper8: sometimes that makes me feel so good
zuper8: and sometimes that makes me feel so bad
zuper8: but it's an undeniable fact
womanonfire: i know what you mean
zuper8: i officially love you
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: i cant wait to meet you even if you are an asshole
zuper8: yes
womanonfire: i think we will have fun
womanonfire: no matter what we do
zuper8: your'll probably still love me if i'm an asshole
womanonfire: yes probably
womanonfire: hey you may think i am a complete bitch too
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: bitch + asshole = perfect :)
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: i think many people will start hating us...
womanonfire: but i really think you are probably a very good person underneath it all
zuper8: i would hate another couple like us ;)
womanonfire: great!
womanonfire: i wouldnt hate us
zuper8: underneath what??
womanonfire: but i know other people are not so open
womanonfire: underneath the asshole
zuper8: there is no asshole, just a timid boy who doesn't know what to say and what to do in public very well
zuper8: sometimes people think that's arrogance
womanonfire: i have ways of dealing with public situations
zuper8: but for you
zuper8: i will be a flower
womanonfire: but i am very shy aout it
womanonfire: flower!
womanonfire: we will do just fine
zuper8: i think you're very smart socially
zuper8: don't know why
zuper8: you seem to be
womanonfire: i had to learn how to be
womanonfire: or i would never have been able to have a web design biz or be an artist
zuper8: strange
womanonfire: no one would have paid any attention to me
womanonfire: if i didnt make them
zuper8: my social life only really started on the net
zuper8: why did i pay attention to you?
zuper8: i wonder
zuper8: i don't know
womanonfire: good question
womanonfire: its differennt in one on one conversation
zuper8: it all seems so far away now, and irrelevant
zuper8: we're so close, you and I
zuper8: now
womanonfire: yes:)
zuper8: when was our first night? do you know?
womanonfire: i guess ii have ways of appearing unafraid
zuper8: we didn't know what we were getting ourselves into at the time
womanonfire: our fist night 28th of january
zuper8: we were just having fun
womanonfire: +r
zuper8: 28th of january
zuper8: our anniversary :)
womanonfire: i certainly didnt know on the 28th but i did on the 29th
zuper8: we're almost together for a month... :)
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: what did you know on the 29th?
womanonfire: on the 29th i knew there was more to you than met the eye
womanonfire: you made breath
womanonfire: i was so very impressed
womanonfire: and touched
womanonfire: and excited
womanonfire: and turned on
womanonfire: and wanting to work with you
zuper8: no one else would have been
womanonfire: and ever so many other things
zuper8: you were the one
zuper8: i was waiting for
zuper8: i was looking for
womanonfire: i cant think of any woman who would not have felt something from that 
zuper8: i knew i was looking for something
zuper8: you flatter me
womanonfire: no it was very charming
zuper8: most people would be annoyed
womanonfire: intense
zuper8: or would not understand
zuper8: how deep it was
womanonfire: you underestimate your powers i think
zuper8: i'd like to think so
womanonfire: or maybe i am blinded by love
zuper8: but i prefer thinking that only you love me the way you do
zuper8: you are blinded by love
zuper8: i am too
zuper8: it is what makes us so strong
zuper8: i want to close my eyes
zuper8: and lean against you
zuper8: feel you
zuper8: present
zuper8: for me
womanonfire: unwrap your present
zuper8: now?
womanonfire: whenever you are ready for a surprise 
zuper8: a surprise,... yes, i never thought of you that way...
zuper8: yes
zuper8: i don't know anything about your body
zuper8: except that you're tall
zuper8: and the shape of your nipples more or less
zuper8: if that was a scan of your body
zuper8: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: you would be surprised how many net.men say they love me but it is just a shallow pose... you moved me that was the difference i felt like I was your equal
womanonfire: of course that was my body!
womanonfire: i think you know that
zuper8: (private) i'm not really surprised, though i try not to think about it
womanonfire: i hate to sound vain but... i have a great body
zuper8: (private) so i can recommend DHTML to seduce you... ;)
womanonfire: if you like skinny girls
zuper8: i adore skinny girls
zuper8: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: it seems to be the only thing that works.... that plus beautiful words in asciisex :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: beautiful word visions
zuper8: (private) have you never felt touched by one of your net.admirers? some ought to be quite smart...
womanonfire -> zuper8: only one who was a poet
zuper8: (private) (please say 'no, never, you're the only one' ;)
zuper8: (private) ah! a poet!
zuper8: (private) but he was fat... ;D
womanonfire -> zuper8: the rest always seem like they want something from me like i have some knowlegde they need to possess
zuper8: (private) they're after your knowledge?
zuper8: (private) idiots!
womanonfire -> zuper8: or i represent some opportunity
zuper8: (private) you have such a great body!
zuper8: (private) :D
womanonfire -> zuper8: or something
zuper8: (private) o, its business love, then?
womanonfire -> zuper8: then there is this guy daniel who wants me to come to germany to him i think i am just the manifestation of someone who chooses love over money in life
womanonfire -> zuper8: he moved me just days before i met you but not very much
zuper8: (private) ah! daniel...
womanonfire -> zuper8: not enoh
womanonfire -> zuper8: enough
zuper8: (private) you must have been in a receptive mood...
womanonfire -> zuper8: well he took me out to a *very* expensive dinner ;)
zuper8: (private) how come i feel like some kind of vulture now?
womanonfire -> zuper8: oh stop it
zuper8: (private) was the dinner good?
zuper8: (private) did it excite you?
zuper8: (private) did the food make you dizzy?
womanonfire -> zuper8: i didnt have to let you make love to me i was just as curious about you
womanonfire -> zuper8: dinner was nothing compared to the drinks afterwards
zuper8: (private) expensive drinks?
womanonfire -> zuper8: no
womanonfire -> zuper8: just dunken talk about life the universe and everything
womanonfire -> zuper8: it was fun
zuper8: (private) no panic!
womanonfire -> zuper8: no big deal tho
zuper8: (private) well, it least he met you in the flesh
zuper8: (private) imagine what _we_ could have done
womanonfire -> zuper8: ah yes
zuper8: (private) especially considering the fact that i don't drink much!
womanonfire -> zuper8: i poured him into a cab at the end of the night though i could tell he wanted more.
zuper8: (private) and you could resist?
womanonfire -> zuper8: you i would have followed back to your hotel
zuper8: (private) we would have been following each oher
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes i didnt like him in that way exactly
zuper8: (private) poor daniel
zuper8: (private) it seems like everything else has disappeared
zuper8: (private) it's just you and me here and the world is not here
womanonfire -> zuper8: our world
zuper8: (private) i will go to bed now
zuper8: (private) again
womanonfire -> zuper8: i lov you
zuper8: (private) 
womanonfire -> zuper8: to bed to bed
womanonfire -> zuper8: you are my special one
zuper8: (private) it's so wonderful to read you say you love me
womanonfire -> zuper8: no one could have done this to me but you
womanonfire -> zuper8: i am yours
zuper8: (private) we are the one
womanonfire -> zuper8: i want to be near you
zuper8: (private) and i am yours
zuper8: (private) i love you
zuper8: (private) i want to be near you
zuper8: (private) closer
womanonfire -> zuper8: i wish i had never told you about anyone else there is only you
womanonfire -> zuper8: you who amaze me
zuper8: (private) i know, auriea,
zuper8: (private) and you told me because i asked you
zuper8: (private) we were made for each other
zuper8: (private) no one is as good for me as you
womanonfire -> zuper8: i think so
womanonfire -> zuper8: i want you so much
zuper8: (private) and i will be so good for you
zuper8: (private) i am what you need
womanonfire -> zuper8: i know
zuper8: (private) and you are what i need
zuper8: (private) i am what you have
zuper8: (private) and you are what i have
zuper8: (private) the world could not be a better place
womanonfire -> zuper8: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: good night my perfectlove
zuper8: (private) goodnight my queen bee
zuper8: (private) ;)
zuper8: (private) longsoftverymuchinlovekiss
womanonfire -> zuper8: why is it when you are about to go away i can feel you so much stronger
womanonfire -> zuper8: makes me want to keep you here
womanonfire -> zuper8: not let you go
womanonfire -> zuper8: so hard to let you leave
zuper8: (private) i know
zuper8: (private) my dear
zuper8: (private) i love you for saying that but don't make it even harder
zuper8: (private) we are together
zuper8: (private) we have found each other
zuper8: (private) we will never be seperated
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes sleep is good
womanonfire -> zuper8: forevertogether
zuper8: (private) hug
womanonfire -> zuper8: goodnight
womanonfire -> zuper8: hug
zuper8: (private) kiss
zuper8: (private) stroke
zuper8: (private) goodnight
womanonfire -> zuper8: touch
zuper8: (private) my love
womanonfire -> zuper8: bye
womanonfire -> zuper8: loverkiss
zuper8: (private) have fun!
womanonfire -> zuper8:  fade.... :(
zuper8: (private) fade :( :( :(