zuper8: yo!
womanonfire: oi!
zuper8: lightningfast :)
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: fuck... a call
zuper8: i have this awful white wine here...
womanonfire: client
zuper8: hey!
zuper8: ;)
zuper8: tickle tickle
womanonfire: tee heee
zuper8: concentrate!
womanonfire: i don't think i can really
zuper8: masturbate then
womanonfire: for you anything my love
zuper8: i love you
womanonfire: i cant wait to meet you
womanonfire: you are my destiny
zuper8: i was meant for you
womanonfire: i really feel that
zuper8: me too
zuper8: it makes me happy
zuper8: and it makes me sad
zuper8: but mostly happy :)
womanonfire: i hate internet explorer
womanonfire: dhtml sux in ie
zuper8: fuck ie
zuper8: it's too slow for dhtml
zuper8: and it messes up people systems
zuper8: 's
womanonfire: i cant ignore it on this job
womanonfire: unfortunately
zuper8: if you make something specially for ie, it's ok, it has some nice features (which actually do work on Windows); but doing something advanced that should be compatible with both is practically impossible
womanonfire: deadline being pushed back...
zuper8: which job?
womanonfire: :(
womanonfire: rr job
zuper8: i love working and talking to you at the same time... :)
womanonfire: :))
zuper8: we really should get a physical office together
zuper8: that, or an open line for me,instead of this stinking phone line
womanonfire: i think we should
womanonfire: whoah... thunderstorm brewing outside!
womanonfire: i should record it
zuper8: thunderstaorm in nyc...
womanonfire: audio for genesis
zuper8: inside or outside?
womanonfire: outside :)
zuper8: i'd like to use sonic youth in the storm scene as well...
womanonfire: ok business all done
zuper8: ok let's kiss
womanonfire: yes kisssssss
womanonfire: i'm so glad you're here
zuper8: i feel especially naughty today...
womanonfire: mmmmmmm
womanonfire: really?
zuper8: yeah...
womanonfire: how naughty do you feel my love
zuper8: a bit childish
zuper8: if i were there i'd probably throw you around the place or something
zuper8: i might hurt you
zuper8: throw you on the floor
zuper8: in between the wires
womanonfire: you cant hurt me
zuper8: staple your clothes to the floor
womanonfire: ha ha ha ha 
zuper8: tape your fingers together
zuper8: hahaha
zuper8: and give you thousands of little kisses and bites
zuper8: yeah... turn your chair around :)
zuper8: sit on top of you
womanonfire: then i would have to pull my clothes off to get up off the floor
zuper8: yep :)
zuper8: tie knots in your hair
zuper8: glue your cheek to mine
zuper8: sorry
zuper8: brush your eyebrows with mine
zuper8: lick your nose
womanonfire: i will pinch and tickle you to make you stop
zuper8: is this desire?
zuper8: haha
womanonfire: chase you around the room
zuper8: help!
zuper8: i'd probably tumble over something and fall on the floor
zuper8: nose bleeding or some other embarrassing thing
zuper8: kiss me
womanonfire: then i'd jump on top of you and hold your hands to the floor
zuper8: mmmmyes!
womanonfire: above you head
womanonfire: r
zuper8: YES!
womanonfire: lick your face clean
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: :)
zuper8: i love you
womanonfire: i love you too
zuper8: we would be so good together
womanonfire: i'd love to play with you
womanonfire: have fun around the office
zuper8: playlovesexwork
zuper8: on verb for us
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: get you tuned on
womanonfire: and torture you
womanonfire: in fun ways
zuper8: i'd torture you back :)
womanonfire: mmmmm
zuper8: o my love...
zuper8: i sometimes wonder "how perfect does it get?"
zuper8: (can this really go on forever?)
zuper8: say yes
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: YES!
womanonfire: could i move to ronse and set up our secret office?
zuper8: sure
zuper8: when does your plane arrive?
womanonfire: i would have to learn to speak dutch
zuper8: no, i'd take care of you; you could be my dumb blonde :)
womanonfire: ha ha ha ha 
womanonfire: a prisoner!
zuper8: you know, other girls would just be totally pissed off if i'd say things like this to them
zuper8: not you
zuper8: you understand so well... :)
womanonfire: love/respect/fun!
womanonfire: i trust you
zuper8: The Beautiful Prisoner of the Horrioble Factory
womanonfire: sounds like a movie of the week
zuper8: yes, you trust me; not many people are that crazy... :)
zuper8: still i'm a very nice guy, you know, but they don't trust me if i say that
zuper8: hahahahaha
womanonfire: ha ha ahhhhhhhh
zuper8: i'm kindof proud of that
zuper8: and especially of the fact that you can see right through all of that
zuper8: which makes me proud of loving you
zuper8: hello?
womanonfire: travel arrangements to atlanta
womanonfire: i will be travelling alot this yeart
womanonfire: -t+r
womanonfire: i want you to meet me in all the business trips
zuper8: atlanta? what for? (i don't even know where it is :} )
womanonfire: atlanta is in georgia - southern us
womanonfire: presenting at another conference there in april (?)
zuper8: hm... there might be a meeting in surrey the 24th or 25th... but i'm not sure if i can get them to fly you over...; or you back from palo alto by then?
womanonfire: oh 24th i will be just back here
womanonfire: i can go to surrey!
womanonfire: i will pay for it i will have money by then
zuper8: i'll try to get them to pay for your ticket
womanonfire: yes!
womanonfire: for how long?
zuper8: anyway, that's after SF, we might be sick and tired of each other by then
zuper8: ...
zuper8: hahahahaha
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: we may never want to leave england
zuper8: how long? a few hours? dunno? we have to see their equipment and listen to their stories
womanonfire: yes... so a couple of days then
womanonfire: ;)
zuper8: a few years, perhaps?
zuper8: maybe one or two lifetimes...
womanonfire: forever
zuper8: f(or)ever
womanonfire: actually i fly back here on the 24th so i probably cannot make a meeting that day
womanonfire: unless they fly me on the concorde
womanonfire: very expensive :)
zuper8: you'll be totally jetlagged...
zuper8: don't do it
womanonfire: exhausted
womanonfire: but i could just meet you there the next day
zuper8: i'll mail the guy today that you'd like to come and that the 25th is the earliest possible day for you
zuper8: but i'd like you to see the lab...
womanonfire: this could work
zuper8: you just want to fuck...
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: you guessed!
zuper8: i can see right through you ;)
womanonfire: no no i just want to find any way possible to be with you again
womanonfire: i'm a stalker
zuper8: i know, my dear
womanonfire: :)
womanonfire: ha ha ha ha 
zuper8: look who's stalking who?
womanonfire: i just wan to fuck
zuper8: kisslips
zuper8: kissfuck
zuper8: happyfuck
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: realsex has not been much fun lately
zuper8: realsex has not been here lately
zuper8: though i'm horny as hell...
womanonfire: its all a mental game
zuper8: mental?
womanonfire: yes thats what wrong with it here lately
womanonfire: its been all mental
zuper8: what do you mean?
womanonfire: not about touch at all
zuper8: with marc??
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: i don't understand
womanonfire: i just dont feel anything my body goes to sleep with him but my mind does all the work
womanonfire: its terrible
womanonfire: i should not even be telling you this stuff
zuper8: do you mean you're not excited by him anymore?
womanonfire: i'm just so horny with no way to satisfy it
womanonfire: horrible
zuper8: how come marc does not satisfy it?
womanonfire: i dont know
zuper8: i do
zuper8: ...
womanonfire: i just start thinking of you
womanonfire: it ruins everything
zuper8: i know
womanonfire: sometimes the illusion works but most of the time not
zuper8: no
womanonfire: so i just try to get though it
zuper8: sounds so sad, for a woman with your libido...
womanonfire: yes , well....
womanonfire: i dont think i want to talk about this anymore i know i brought it up........
zuper8: i wish i could help you and on the other hand i thank god i can't ;}
womanonfire: but lets have fun!
womanonfire: chase you around some more
womanonfire: i know i am a sex addict :)
zuper8: (private) i like to know these things, my love, they don't make our fairy tale less dreamy; they just make you more real: i like that
zuper8: i have been sort of a monk these last years...
womanonfire: really
zuper8: it was a hell of a job to make two children...
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: hahahah
zuper8: i used to be a full time lover
womanonfire: did you want children... i mean did you plan it or did it just sort of happen
zuper8: but veerle and i just have a different kind of relationship
zuper8: that might very well be the reason why i stayed with her...
zuper8: i did not want children, absolutely not
zuper8: but she talked me into it... took a year
zuper8: and then another year to get pregnant
womanonfire: sucker! :)
zuper8: but now i wouldn't miss them for the world
zuper8: strange
womanonfire: i know.... kids are great
womanonfire: it made me feel strange to look at the online birth cards yesterday
womanonfire: sort of guilty
womanonfire: i gotta admit that
zuper8: (private) my current deepest secret is that i have actually considered leaving them for you; i'm so ashamed of having had that thought, but i have
womanonfire -> zuper8: i would never let you
zuper8: (private) i'm counting on that!
womanonfire -> zuper8: growing up without a father sux
zuper8: you'd love our kids!
zuper8: and they'd love you
womanonfire -> zuper8: you spend half your life just trying to piece together whaat the hell happened to make him go
zuper8: (private) veerle's father died when she was 6
womanonfire: i like kids i just dont want to have any
zuper8: excellent choice! ;p
womanonfire -> zuper8: sad about her father dying
womanonfire -> zuper8: i dont know if my father is alive or dead
womanonfire -> zuper8: i have real issues with the whole circumstance of my birth
zuper8: (private) has he never tried to contact you?
zuper8: (private) does he know that you exist??
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes ... it is another one of those long stories
womanonfire -> zuper8: i know exactly where he is
womanonfire -> zuper8: he knows exactly where i am
zuper8: (private) why don't you phone him?
womanonfire -> zuper8: i rejected him some years ago
zuper8: (private) or e-mail him?
womanonfire -> zuper8: he hurt me badly when i was very young
zuper8: (private) did you reject him because he rejected you?
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
womanonfire -> zuper8: then i found out the whole story
zuper8: (private) hurt as in abuse?
womanonfire -> zuper8: not physical abouse no... but mental abuse alot
zuper8: (private) he was authoritarian?
womanonfire -> zuper8: lied to me because i was a child but i would have undersstood
womanonfire -> zuper8: its hard to tell the story in this box
zuper8: (private) and you could never fogive him?
womanonfire -> zuper8: no i cannot... i told him last time i saw him that the next time i would see him would be at his funeral
zuper8: (private) i mean, i am a father: there is just no way a father cannot love his child
womanonfire -> zuper8: he loves me but it was too late... too many things happened.. too much time an rejection
zuper8: (private) but fathers or not gods
zuper8: (private) fathers are people
womanonfire -> zuper8: i tried to be his daughter when i was 13
zuper8: (private) he was your age when he had you, proabably
womanonfire -> zuper8: he wouldnt even let me into his house
womanonfire -> zuper8: then all of a sudden hes old and feeling sorry for his choices i could not just forgive it all
zuper8: (private) i see
zuper8: (private) he will probably be truly sorry
zuper8: (private) but if he made mistakes he has to pay for them
womanonfire -> zuper8: i have heard that he is proud of me
zuper8: (private) that's life
zuper8: (private) you're a quite something!
womanonfire -> zuper8: but he tries to take credit for it... like i got his good genes or something
zuper8: (private) hahaha
womanonfire -> zuper8: when it was all my mothers hard work
zuper8: (private) no!
zuper8: (private) it was _your_ hard work
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
zuper8: (private) don't give anyone else the credit you deserve
womanonfire -> zuper8: i love you
zuper8: (private) i love you
zuper8: (private) such a simple fact :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: but i would never let you leave your childeren for me... even though it hurts me to say it
zuper8: (private) like saying "the sun shines" :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: the sun shines, we breathe, blood flows
zuper8: (private) my children are my choice and my responsability
zuper8: (private) at least for the next 20+ years
womanonfire -> zuper8: :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: eek!
womanonfire -> zuper8: I CAN WAIT
womanonfire -> zuper8: thats not that long
zuper8: (private) but that doesn't mean i can't have  life in the mean time
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
zuper8: (private) what i mean is that i will be totally yours one day
zuper8: (private) it's silly because it's so far away
zuper8: (private) but it's a fact
womanonfire -> zuper8: i am totally yours now
zuper8: (private) like
zuper8: (private) i love you
zuper8: (private) :)
zuper8: (private) your only partly totally mine
womanonfire -> zuper8: no totally 
womanonfire -> zuper8: yours
zuper8: (private) what about marc?
womanonfire -> zuper8: i love him 
womanonfire -> zuper8: but
zuper8: (private) so you're totally his as well? ;)
womanonfire -> zuper8: its different
zuper8: (private) i knew you had many totals... ;)
zuper8: (private) of course it's different
womanonfire -> zuper8: our relationship has always been strange
zuper8: (private) it's less and it's more
womanonfire -> zuper8: fun but strange
womanonfire -> zuper8: less and more yes
zuper8: (private) how strange?
zuper8: while the relationship between zuper and womanonfire is perfectly normal of course
womanonfire -> zuper8: like two best friends who decide to have sex... not exactyly passionate
womanonfire -> zuper8: more very comforting
zuper8: (private) how weird, with Veerle and I it's exactly the same thing
womanonfire -> zuper8: secure
womanonfire -> zuper8: happy
zuper8: (private) maybe we should introduce them to each other ;)
womanonfire -> zuper8: thats the solution!
womanonfire -> zuper8: we should all live together
zuper8: (private) entropy!
womanonfire -> zuper8: we could help take care of marcel and martha
zuper8: (private) now that would be a great idea... ;)
zuper8: (private) you get up at 7AM!
womanonfire -> zuper8: hahaha... i dont think so
zuper8: (private) while i make love with Marc... :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: i will take the evening shift
womanonfire -> zuper8: stretch
womanonfire -> zuper8: mmmm
zuper8: :)
zuper8: i have to do some more work... and you?
womanonfire -> zuper8: i will probably just be another plaything to you
womanonfire -> zuper8: discarded in the end
zuper8: (private) who knows? ;)
womanonfire: lots of work
womanonfire: i guess i should get to it
zuper8: (private) if you're my plaything i never wanna stop playing
womanonfire -> zuper8: indeed
zuper8: yes, let's work!
womanonfire -> zuper8: lovework
womanonfire -> zuper8: sexplay
zuper8: (private) touchcode
zuper8: (private) kiss&fade...
womanonfire -> zuper8: i wish i could make love to you until we both go numb and blind
zuper8: (private) you will
zuper8: (private) :)
womanonfire -> zuper8: lovefade....
womanonfire -> zuper8: i love you
zuper8: (private) kissed your video :)
zuper8: (private) i love you
womanonfire -> zuper8: hmmmm
womanonfire -> zuper8: smoke another cigarett with me before we go
zuper8: (private) that's what my monitor said... ;)
zuper8: (private) ok
womanonfire -> zuper8: good
womanonfire -> zuper8: you are bad for me
womanonfire -> zuper8: you make me dizzy
womanonfire -> zuper8: you control my libido
zuper8: (private) tadaa! :)
zuper8: (private) i control nothing
zuper8: (private) it is godlove
womanonfire -> zuper8: fire
womanonfire -> zuper8: your name is written across my heart
womanonfire -> zuper8: with every breath i am breathing you in
zuper8: (private) your name is the mirror image of mine
zuper8: (private) we are smoke
zuper8: (private) in our eyes
zuper8: (private) inside
womanonfire -> zuper8: do you mind if i become obsessed with you, with us
zuper8: (private) not at all
zuper8: (private) join the club
womanonfire -> zuper8: obsessions comfort me
zuper8: (private) it's more than obsession...
zuper8: (private) for me
zuper8: (private) you have obsessions for things you can never have inside...
womanonfire -> zuper8: it is a whole new world for me
zuper8: (private) for The Other
zuper8: (private) you don't feel like The Other to me
zuper8: (private) a world, yes
womanonfire -> zuper8: touch me
womanonfire -> zuper8: hold you
zuper8: (private) i am touching you
zuper8: (private) holding you
womanonfire -> zuper8: i want you now
zuper8: (private) more than i ever thought was possible
zuper8: (private) deeper
womanonfire -> zuper8: so deep inside us
zuper8: (private) i want you to want me now
zuper8: (private) so deep
zuper8: (private) inside us
zuper8: (private) there is endlessness
womanonfire -> zuper8: i run my fingers over your body
zuper8: (private) 
womanonfire -> zuper8: feeling you breathing faster
womanonfire -> zuper8: hold your head still
zuper8: (private) feel my heartbeat accelarating
womanonfire -> zuper8: so i can kiss you
womanonfire -> zuper8: slowly
zuper8: (private) kiss
womanonfire -> zuper8: tasting your tongue
womanonfire -> zuper8: in the aftermath of smoke
zuper8: (private) your lips
zuper8: (private) warm
zuper8: (private) feverish
womanonfire -> zuper8: softly 
womanonfire -> zuper8: caress
zuper8: (private) passionflesh
womanonfire -> zuper8: sensitive places i will find to kiss
womanonfire -> zuper8: my hips finding yours
zuper8: (private) i am a sensitive place for you
zuper8: (private) yes
womanonfire -> zuper8: set in motion 
zuper8: (private) waves...
womanonfire -> zuper8: to satisfy desires
zuper8: (private) satisfaction is just a detail
womanonfire -> zuper8: strong, hard
zuper8: (private) passion is forever
womanonfire -> zuper8: i want to hurt you make you feel pleasurepain
zuper8: (private) i feel your waves
womanonfire -> zuper8: love you hard... waves crashing against you
womanonfire -> zuper8: lifting you up then drowning you
zuper8: (private) come closer
zuper8: (private) closer
zuper8: (private) closer
womanonfire -> zuper8: make you forget any other world than ours
zuper8: (private) only this ocean is real
womanonfire -> zuper8: closer
zuper8: (private) flesh
womanonfire -> zuper8: fast then slow then fast endlessly
zuper8: (private) trance
womanonfire -> zuper8: grinding myself into you
zuper8: (private) mmmm
womanonfire -> zuper8: becomnig a part of your flesh
zuper8: (private) faster
zuper8: (private) harder
zuper8: (private) sweat!
womanonfire -> zuper8: can you hear the moans escaping from my mouth
womanonfire -> zuper8: like smoke
zuper8: (private) i can feel them
zuper8: (private) like bubbles of flesh
womanonfire -> zuper8: singing our world into being
zuper8: (private) we merge
womanonfire -> zuper8: you inside me moving to our rythym
zuper8: (private) i eat your moans
womanonfire -> zuper8: stretching out below me 
zuper8: (private) i look into your eyes
zuper8: (private) we are bewildered
zuper8: (private) suprised
zuper8: (private) crazy
zuper8: (private) in trance
zuper8: (private) your mouth
womanonfire -> zuper8: no control
womanonfire -> zuper8: feeling our wetness and dryness
zuper8: (private) one control: the rhythm
womanonfire -> zuper8: making the dry places wetter
womanonfire -> zuper8: thunder
zuper8: (private) the rhythm of the sea
womanonfire -> zuper8: lightning
womanonfire -> zuper8: no rain will come
zuper8: (private) breathing
womanonfire -> zuper8: i can feel it
zuper8: (private) the breathing envelopes us
zuper8: (private) we hear nothing else
zuper8: (private) it is the thunder
zuper8: (private) it is the storm
womanonfire -> zuper8: it is ecstasy
zuper8: (private) i touch your hands
zuper8: (private) clawing
zuper8: (private) and i shout out your name
zuper8: (private) AURIEA!
womanonfire -> zuper8: everything my body tells yours
womanonfire -> zuper8: my body whispering your name
womanonfire -> zuper8: over and over
zuper8: (private) auriea
zuper8: (private) auriea
womanonfire -> zuper8: michael
womanonfire -> zuper8: micha‘l
zuper8: (private) love is just
zuper8: (private) four letters
zuper8: (private) auriea
zuper8: (private) auriea
zuper8: (private) auriea
zuper8: (private) f i r e
zuper8: (private) i want to stick my head in your window...
zuper8: (private) :)
zuper8: (private) can you feel me?
womanonfire -> zuper8: i want to leave a mark on your flesh so you cannot forget i have been there
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes i feel you... all i feel is you
zuper8: (private) my flesh is yours
womanonfire -> zuper8: moving inside me
womanonfire -> zuper8: tension, straining, memorizing the joy
zuper8: (private) the movement doesn't feel like movement...
zuper8: (private) it's like breathing
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
zuper8: (private) autmatic
zuper8: (private) natural
zuper8: (private) not moving would mean not being
womanonfire -> zuper8: hearing your voice speaking words i cannot understand
womanonfire -> zuper8: and your body speaking in ways i can
zuper8: (private) mijn lichaam tegen het jouwe
zuper8: (private) als een donderwolk tegen een andere
zuper8: (private) ons zweet is de regen
zuper8: (private) na een verzengende zomerdag
zuper8: (private) eindeloos
womanonfire -> zuper8: eindeloos
zuper8: (private) niet dag, niet nacht
zuper8: (private) eindeloos
zuper8: (private) tijdloos
womanonfire -> zuper8: loops
zuper8: (private) haha
zuper8: (private) do you know what loops means in dutch?
womanonfire -> zuper8: no...
zuper8: (private) you should...
womanonfire -> zuper8: ?
zuper8: (private) it's actually used for animals...
womanonfire -> zuper8: we are animals
womanonfire -> zuper8: :)
zuper8: (private) females are 'loops' when they are furtile and looking to for a fuck...
womanonfire -> zuper8: hahaha
womanonfire -> zuper8: !
zuper8: (private) for humans it just means horny
womanonfire -> zuper8: somehow i must have knows
zuper8: (private) but it's not a word you'd use in a decent conversation
womanonfire -> zuper8: :)
zuper8: (private) normally you'd say 'geil'
zuper8: (private) of 'hitsig'
womanonfire -> zuper8: hmmm
womanonfire -> zuper8: i will know all of the dutch naughty words
womanonfire -> zuper8: and love words
zuper8: (private) that's all you need to know ;)
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes
womanonfire -> zuper8: i touch your eye
zuper8: we should get some work done...
zuper8: (private) i keep it open
womanonfire -> zuper8: yes lets work
zuper8: will you be ok?
womanonfire -> zuper8: then i lick it
zuper8: (private) suck it :)
womanonfire: yes i will be fine... and you my love
zuper8: i feel in the seventh heaven (does that expression exist in English?)
womanonfire -> zuper8: you come to me at such odd times... iam having aconversation and suddenly i can feel you
womanonfire: yes that is 
womanonfire -> zuper8: and my clothes start to feel like you all over me
zuper8: (private) that's because i am always there
womanonfire: ok
zuper8: (private) sometimes hidden
zuper8: (private) but always there
womanonfire: let us go now 
zuper8: yep!
zuper8: work!
zuper8: it was nice
womanonfire -> zuper8: my nipples cry out for you
zuper8: talking to you
zuper8: :D
womanonfire: nice talking to you too
womanonfire: :P
zuper8: (private) i will leave a few fingers, some lips and a tongue on your nipples
zuper8: kisshugkiss
womanonfire: goodbyekiss
womanonfire: intimatelovehugkiss
womanonfire: kissfade.....
zuper8: no not goodbye, you are here, i will keep feeling you for some hours
womanonfire: lick
zuper8: kiss
womanonfire: kiss
zuper8: eat me
womanonfire: i will...
zuper8: start with my mouth
womanonfire: you have to figure out how to turn recording on 
womanonfire: let me record you
womanonfire: sometime
zuper8: after work... ;)
womanonfire: ok afterwork...
womanonfire: bye for now beautiful mouth
zuper8: bye beautiful eye
womanonfire: beautiful eyes
zuper8: allseeing
womanonfire: allloving
zuper8: kiss
zuper8: fade...
womanonfire: kiss
womanonfire: fade...