womanonfire: oops
zuper8: where were you?
womanonfire: i am crashing everything today
zuper8: only the software... ;)
zuper8: my body is here
zuper8: you own it
womanonfire: you know when i forget about all of the shit we are going through i forget that the fact is you are just a man and i am just a woman
womanonfire: and we cant help but be this way
womanonfire: and want each other
zuper8: it is bigger than either of us
womanonfire: touch
womanonfire: stroke
womanonfire: smile
zuper8: i want to feel you so much
womanonfire: i know
zuper8: feel you breathe
zuper8: my lips on yours
womanonfire: i lay on top of you while you sleep
zuper8: my nose on yours
zuper8: you're so warm
zuper8: so good for my soul
womanonfire: let yourself go
zuper8: so liberating
womanonfire: nothing else matters 
womanonfire: because there is nothing else
zuper8: now
womanonfire: we are one
zuper8: yes
womanonfire: and i am inside of you
zuper8: i feel it all the time
zuper8: i want us to float away in a timeless bubble
womanonfire: me too
zuper8: forever together
zuper8: nothing else
zuper8: just you and me
womanonfire: gods with our own mythology
womanonfire: "... and they floated off together in a bubble
zuper8: well, it's not even our own mythology, but who cares
womanonfire: to live among the stars.."
zuper8: i'm a boy you're a girl
zuper8: that should be enough
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: yes
zuper8: live among the stars... :)
zuper8: let's die together and see what happens
womanonfire: :~|
zuper8: i'm sorry
womanonfire: it ok
zuper8: life is so cruel
womanonfire: its ok
womanonfire: we have know that before now
womanonfire: we just didnt know what we were getting ourselves into
zuper8: it is so beautiful
womanonfire: we could see but not into the future
womanonfire: yes..............
zuper8: and so horrible
womanonfire: let me open you up
womanonfire: look inside you while i am there
zuper8: i am very open
womanonfire: i want to find that part of you that is in me
zuper8: things are so much easier when we can touch and look into each other's eyes
zuper8: then all the rest goes away
womanonfire: like its not there at all the world disappears
womanonfire: 	kiss
zuper8: yes
zuper8: kiss
zuper8: i can remember
zuper8: if i close my eyes
zuper8: and concentrate
womanonfire: 	what do you remember
zuper8: i remember that doing even the most mundane things with you feels like heaven
zuper8: i remember our joy
zuper8: the laughter the tears your orgasm
zuper8: i remember your living nipples
zuper8: i remember the first time i saw you, getting out of the shuttle
zuper8: you were so tall and so nervous :)
zuper8: i liked your clothes
zuper8: you looked very different than the pictures in my head
womanonfire: so did you
zuper8: yet i knew
zuper8: this is the one
zuper8: the one
womanonfire: ive waited for
zuper8: yes
zuper8: all my life
zuper8: i remember walking down the streets
zuper8: i remember shopping for headphones
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: i remember leaving the webby ceremony
zuper8: straight to the hotel
womanonfire: drinking wine together
zuper8: postponing... :)
zuper8: i remember the sheets
zuper8: complicated :)
womanonfire: layers
zuper8: exactly :)
womanonfire: i remeber being silly and drawing my hand on your chest
zuper8: i remember picking up your clothes when you were in the shower
zuper8: yes, o, i remember the hand drawing as well
zuper8: it was such a beautiful and meaningful thing
zuper8: and it was gone before we knew it
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: i want to draw all over you
womanonfire: and rub it all of with my skin
zuper8: mmmmmm
zuper8: who needs a bath room? ;)
womanonfire: indeed
zuper8: if i concentrate on you, i can feel the peace coming back again
womanonfire: o yes i was so relaxed with you... i havent been relaxed since
zuper8: [ btw, did you know that lamb track 5 is about losing a child? ]
womanonfire: no i didnt know that
zuper8: we are so natural together
zuper8: [ i discovered while writing down some of the texts to check whether the album was one story from beginning to end like i felt it was ]
womanonfire: i see
zuper8: [ she sings "i'd give everything to give you life"... it's so sad ]
zuper8: anyway
womanonfire: get on the plane now
womanonfire: 	you can be here in 6 or 7 hours
zuper8: planes are a lot harder to book than i thought
zuper8: it's a wonder i could come this early
zuper8: there was only one seat left
womanonfire: i know and finding a place to stay was also a challenge
zuper8: you did well, my love, how many hours did it take?
womanonfire: about 3hrs... last night and this morning
zuper8: and now we will have to find ourselves a more permanent place, that'll be even harder i guess
womanonfire: you bet
womanonfire: thats why i dont want to stay here
womanonfire: everything is set up to be hard here
zuper8: it must be a test... ;)
womanonfire: no its not its a cruel joke
zuper8: where do you want to be?
womanonfire: anywhere but here
womanonfire: it drives people apart
womanonfire: a seductive place that beats you up from time to time
zuper8: why do you want to be beaten up?
womanonfire: oh no
womanonfire: i was referring to nyc
womanonfire: iI
womanonfire: I
womanonfire: want to go
womanonfire: someplace 
womanonfire: S-o-f-t
womanonfire: but interesting
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: well, barcelona might suit you...
womanonfire: where suits you?
zuper8: i have mixed feelings about this
zuper8: i don't know nyc
zuper8: but i do know that our love is expensive
zuper8: and that we need to be somewhere, where there are people who can pay us what we want for doing what we want
womanonfire: true...
zuper8: but maybe that's just a matter of travelling around
womanonfire: i dont know
womanonfire: i say i hate it here all the time
womanonfire: but i could stay here forever
womanonfire: its a great city for as many reasons as it is a bad one
zuper8: there is a son that says "live in northern california once, but leave before it makes you soft, live in new york city once, but leave before it makes you hard"
zuper8: son=song
womanonfire: :-)
womanonfire: right right
zuper8: if you're going to move anyway, it might not be a bad idea to try and live in a different city
zuper8: i have to go off line now, veerle wants to send her mail from the other computer
womanonfire: ok
zuper8: fade...
womanonfire: goodnight
womanonfire: ?
womanonfire: fade...
zuper8: yes, i will go to bed
zuper8: but i'll try to connect before i do
zuper8: for one last cigarette
zuper8: kiss
womanonfire: :)
zuper8: fade again...
womanonfire: kiss
womanonfire: last fade...
zuper8: je suis ici
womanonfire: marc just told me of his correspondence with veerle
zuper8: pour une derniere cigarette
womanonfire: oui
zuper8: ah oui?
zuper8: il etait content?
zuper8: c'est bien ca :)
womanonfire: uh, yes, um, bien
zuper8: maybe they will like each other :)
womanonfire: maybe :-)
womanonfire: she loves you so much, marc loves me so much tho
zuper8: we know
womanonfire: i got so jealous hearing how much she loves you
womanonfire: but i know 
womanonfire: its not the same
womanonfire: i was never a jealous person before this
womanonfire: but with you
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: you
womanonfire: intoxicate me
zuper8: i know
zuper8: it is heaven
zuper8: and it is hell
womanonfire: you make me write bad poetry
womanonfire: (bad because i am not a poet)
zuper8: i will love you forever
zuper8: how's that for bad poetry?
zuper8: :)
womanonfire: excellent!:)
zuper8: our sex is art :)
zuper8: our smoking is art
womanonfire: yes
womanonfire: our fire is art
zuper8: f.art ;)
womanonfire: ha ha ha ha ha 
zuper8: anyway i came to say goodnight
womanonfire: i now
womanonfire: know
womanonfire: now
womanonfire: your doubts pain me but they are the same dobts i had so i must bear this
womanonfire: doubts
zuper8: goodnight, my love, soon our bodies will be one again
zuper8: i don't have any doubts about my love for you
womanonfire: goodnight
womanonfire: kiss me
zuper8: yes
zuper8: my mouth on your mouth
womanonfire: take me to bed with you
zuper8: you are inside me
womanonfire: i dont want to let you go
zuper8: i will concentrate and i will feel you
womanonfire: but goodnight
zuper8: i know
zuper8: don't cry
zuper8: we are one
womanonfire: i will get myself together i want to be beautiful for you when you arrive
womanonfire: not this mess
zuper8: you will be beautiful
zuper8: i will look at you in a way that makes you beautiful
womanonfire: i l*** you
zuper8: i lick you too
zuper8: goodnight
womanonfire: ouch, goddnight
zuper8: happiness
womanonfire: kisssesss
zuper8: kissessssss
zuper8: love
zuper8: us
womanonfire: love!
zuper8: l
zuper8: o
zuper8: v
zuper8: e
zuper8: !
zuper8: fade a little for a moment...
womanonfire: i knew that you had felt this before
zuper8: how did you know?
womanonfire: but now you can feel it forever
zuper8: mmmm forever
zuper8: yes
womanonfire: bye for a short while
zuper8: for a short while
zuper8: kiss
womanonfire: fade....
zuper8: fade...
womanonfire: o Michael faddeeesss.....
zuper8: smile for me
zuper8: i love you
womanonfire: i love you
zuper8: yes
zuper8: last fade...
zuper8: cu tomorrow
womanonfire: yes fade...