zuper8: how can i resist?
Au-: :-)
zuper8: slow connection
zuper8: slow love
zuper8: slow kissing
zuper8: slow stroking
Au-: MMMMMMM
zuper8: fast drinking
Au-: slow crashing
zuper8: i love you
Au-: i love you
Au-: i'm so excited!!!
zuper8: me too!!!!
zuper8: :)
zuper8: why did you order a return ticket?
Au-: no turning back now ...the tix are non-refundable :-)
zuper8: yes!
zuper8: can't wait...
zuper8: to touch you again
zuper8: to feel your energy
Au-: i cant get a place before i go but will in june probably
zuper8: your warmth
zuper8: to hear your voice
Au-: your warmth
Au-: our energy
zuper8: yes
zuper8: warmlove
Au-: looked at unsent and happy
zuper8: weird stuff
Au-: yes but understood
zuper8: closer
Au-: it makes me feel better actually to know that you have had doubts
zuper8: how come?
Au-: we dont have to pretend that things are perfect
Au-: they will be perfect :-)
zuper8: true
Au-: but they dont have to be
zuper8: they can be perfect
Au-: we need to be honest... y'know
zuper8: we will find out
zuper8: yes
Au-: yes we will
Au-: :))))!!!!!
zuper8: you're so lovely
zuper8: again you got all my respect and admiration
Au-: and you
Au-: thank you
Au-: for being
Au-: for giving me a chance
Au-: for being a catalyst for change
Au-: for being so sweet
zuper8: it's love
zuper8: deeplove
zuper8: nothing else
zuper8: maybe
zuper8: selfishness as well
Au-: something more
Au-: perhaps
zuper8: hold you
Au-: no pre-judgments though
Au-: we will find out
Au-: so nervous
Au-: but very happy
zuper8: pre-judgments? what are those?
Au-: hold you
Au-: i meant that we shouldn't judge what will be before it happens
zuper8: there's nothing to be nervous about: you know me now
Au-: i know :-)
Au-: i have so much to do now
zuper8: me too
zuper8: good
Au-: i will not move my stuff out till next week (marc has calmed down some)
zuper8: otherwise the waiting would kill me
Au-: yes but its close
Au-: not long to wait
zuper8: glad to hear that marc has calmed down
zuper8: 14 days...
Au-: i can even sleep here if i want to but i think its best if i dont
Au-: just 14 days
zuper8: maybe we should put a new count down on e8z ;)
Au-: ha ha ha ha ha ha 
zuper8: kiss
zuper8: do you have a place to sleep?
Au-: yes
zuper8: me too: office :)
Au-: i can stay with sandy as long as i need to
Au-: oh
Au-: hope the office isnt too uncomfortable...
zuper8: nono the office is great, in fact it is our guest room
Au-: Actually sandy might be moving and i could take over his space
zuper8: jef and gael have slept there
zuper8: and so have kristi and john
zuper8: :)
Au-: very tiny place three blocks from here
zuper8: expensive?
Au-: a regular hotel you have there in your office !
Au-: no very cheap really
zuper8: an net.hotel!
Au-: ha ha yes!
zuper8: expensive and tiny... sounds like NYC to me... ;D
Au-: yup
zuper8: when do you have to decide?
Au-: oh not for another month or so he is still trying to decide if he wants to leave nyc
zuper8: in another month or so you will be in europe...
Au-: i will find a place when i come back in june
zuper8: :)))))))))))))))
zuper8: save a month's rent! :)
Au-: exactly
Au- -> zuper8: stretch hug
zuper8: (private) hum hug
Au- -> zuper8: my birthday is june 2nd
zuper8: (private) that's what i thought
zuper8: (private) so we will have to party here
Au- -> zuper8: yes!
Au- -> zuper8: infinitesex
zuper8: (private) infinitelove
zuper8: (private) lovesex!
Au- -> zuper8: oui!
zuper8: (private) ja!
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: what will our new address be?
zuper8: (private) vogelmarkt 23, 9000 gent
zuper8: (private) i don't have a phone number yet
zuper8: (private) the adsl is very new here
zuper8: (private) only one company can provide it
zuper8: (private) and it takes almost a month before they come and install it
zuper8: (private) and we'll have to use a trick to connect our LAN to it
Au- -> zuper8: well modem life will be alright until then
zuper8: (private) there is no provider yet who can connet a router to ADSL
zuper8: (private) belgium...
Au- -> zuper8: and we cant serve from adsl right?
zuper8: (private) hm... we can
Au- -> zuper8: i was just thinking of my webcam :-)
zuper8: (private) but you pay per block of 100MB you send and receive
zuper8: (private) we need a webcam!
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: yes!
zuper8: (private) maybe we can install one that does only 1fps or so
Au- -> zuper8: right that is no problem
zuper8: (private) a webcam in the bedroom
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: how tempting....
Au- -> zuper8: but i dont think either of us is that big an exhibitionist
zuper8: (private) otherwise one will never see us on the webcam ;)
Au- -> zuper8: ;-)
zuper8: (private) will you bring your computer now?
Au- -> zuper8: yes
Au- -> zuper8: i'm gonna need it
Au- -> zuper8: its got all my stuff on it
zuper8: (private) so we don't have to buy an iMac? (the new ones have a G3 333Mhz...)
Au- -> zuper8: i'll make backups in case something horrible happens
Au- -> zuper8: well i would love to get an imac when we can afford it
zuper8: (private) why?
Au- -> zuper8: but in the meantime there is work to be done
Au- -> zuper8: my machine is so sssllloooowww
Au- -> zuper8: compared to the G3s
zuper8: (private) you think an iMac is faster?
Au- -> zuper8: it is definitly faster --->  225Mhrz 604
zuper8: (private) but you need a bigger monitor...
Au- -> zuper8: i am used to working on this 21" but i wouldn't mind something smaller really.... i've often felt that this monitor is too big
Au- -> zuper8: i end up with big designs
Au- -> zuper8: ;-)
zuper8: (private) i'm used to 17"
zuper8: (private) but i make big designs as well...
Au- -> zuper8: if it was easy to bring the monitor i would but its HUGE and probably would not survive the journey
zuper8: (private) also it's 110 Volts...
Au- -> zuper8: right
Au- -> zuper8: i must remember that that is gonna be a problem
Au- -> zuper8: must get converters
zuper8: (private) computer hardware is more expensive here than in the us...
Au- -> zuper8: well we can still get equipment here
Au- -> zuper8: thats why we need a new york apartment
Au- -> zuper8: i better go now 
Au- -> zuper8: sorry to cut it short
zuper8: (private) ok, my love
Au- -> zuper8: i am hurting him so much
Au- -> zuper8: but i miss you
Au- -> zuper8: i miss you so much
Au- -> zuper8: my lve
Au- -> zuper8: my love
zuper8: (private) we are one
Au- -> zuper8: goodnight 
zuper8: (private) it's ok
Au- -> zuper8: see you in dreams
zuper8: (private) goodnight
zuper8: (private) love
zuper8: (private) fade...
Au- -> zuper8: godlove kissfade.....