zuper8: are you there, my love?
Au-: i am here.
Au-: hooking up the cam now
Au-: hold on
zuper8: i am holding
Au-: hmmm
Au-: not working...
Au-: you might have to just look at stills
zuper8: just tell me what's happening my dear
zuper8: (private) your image is still very fresh in my mind :)
Au-: just what one xould expect
zuper8: what?
Au-: lots of anger
Au-: but that is past a bit now
zuper8: is marc angry?
Au-: we are more in the extreme sorrow phase
Au-: yes he is angry
zuper8: are you?
Au-: yes
Au-: i need to get out of here
zuper8: it is extreme sorrow here too
zuper8: i need to get out too
zuper8: and veerle wants that as well
zuper8: i'll try to find a place tomorrow
zuper8: i'm not picky
Au-: oh... that is soon
Au-: i have to start packing tomorrow
Au-: i have two weeks
zuper8: :)
zuper8: two weeks?
zuper8: what are you angry about?
Au-: just the arguing
Au-: having to explain myself
Au-: it has been far too emotional today
zuper8: veerle was very angry too... she was actually bossing me around... so i got angry...
Au- -> zuper8: 1.6fps
Au- -> zuper8: :)
Au- -> zuper8: almost realtime
zuper8: but we both realise now that we need to take one step at the time and let time do its work
zuper8: still it's sad
zuper8: (private) almost
Au-: yes time
zuper8: what does marc want?
Au-: he wants me to change my mind
Au-: to stay
Au-: to commit to him
zuper8: i am very resolute about that, veerle knows now
 that she can't change my mi
Au-: he wants me but he says he can tell that i dont want him now
zuper8: we have to get out
Au-: its painful becasue in so many ways i still love him
Au-: very, very sad
zuper8: leave them alone with their grief for a while
Au-: yes right
zuper8: i love veerle too
zuper8: that's what makes it painful
Au-: but things needed to be changed
zuper8: and i know that a life with veerle wouldn't be all that bad
zuper8: but now i want you
zuper8: you
zuper8: you
zuper8: you
Au-: i miss you
zuper8: o god...
Au-: i saw the video you made sitting on the bed
zuper8: i miss you too
Au-: :)
zuper8: missing you on the bed...
Au- -> zuper8: yes look into my eyes...
Au- -> zuper8: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Au-: yes i miss you alot
zuper8: (private) i love you :)
zuper8: (private) we are moving towards each other now
zuper8: (private) closer and closer
Au-: no hesitation
zuper8: (private) no hesitation
Au- -> zuper8: deeper and deeper
zuper8: (private) no doubt
zuper8: (private) deeper
Au-: kiss
zuper8: (private) kiss kiss
Au- -> zuper8: kisssssssss
zuper8: (private) ssssssssssuckle
Au- -> zuper8: !
zuper8: (private) !
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: so good to see you
zuper8: (private) i wish i could say the same ;p
Au- -> zuper8: i will fix it up for tomorrow
zuper8: (private) that would be nice, but let's not cling too much to these digital meetings anymore, they are so frustrating
zuper8: (private) now
Au- -> zuper8: yes
Au- -> zuper8: but sometimes
zuper8: (private) i wish i could feel you
zuper8: (private) hold you
zuper8: (private) close
Au-: actually i cant do this much anyway
zuper8: (private) stroke your back
Au-: ive got alot of work work
zuper8: (private) smell your hair
zuper8: (private) kiss your
zuper8: (private) your
Au- -> zuper8: o
zuper8: (private) your
Au- -> zuper8: oo
Au- -> zuper8: oooo
Au- -> zuper8: ooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
zuper8: i've got a lot of work too
zuper8: (private) mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
Au- -> zuper8: touch
Au- -> zuper8: 	right,,,,,,, frustrating
zuper8: (private) shivers
zuper8: tell me you're mine
Au- -> zuper8: i'm yours
Au- -> zuper8: forever 
zuper8: (private) :) no hesitation
zuper8: (private) forever
zuper8: (private) :)
Au-: we must be good to one another
zuper8: (private) i love you
zuper8: we will be
Au-: i love you
Au-: yes
Au-: no lies
Au-: no doubts
zuper8: no lies
zuper8: no doubts
Au-: no hesitation
zuper8: no hesitation
zuper8: are you scraed?
Au-: you make me feel stronger
zuper8: scared?
zuper8: yes
zuper8: and stronger is how you make me feel
zuper8: what are you scared of?
Au-: its been so difficult to keep my sanity in this environment
Au-: he tries to make me feel inferior in a way
Au-: to make me see that i need him
Au-: its hard to explain
zuper8: you're not buying that, are you???
Au-: i wont fall for any tricks
zuper8: you? the f***ing queen bee!!!
Au-: i know what i can do
Au-: i know what WE can do
zuper8: YES
zuper8: don't you ever let anyone make you feel inferior
Au-: but mostly i know what i want to do
Au-: dont worry... its ok
zuper8: you are a goddess
Au-: i'm just exhausted
zuper8: (private) you're beautiful
zuper8: (private) always
Au- -> zuper8: i love you
zuper8: (private) i love you
Au-: i have to go now 
Au-: you should go to bed too
zuper8: ok yes
zuper8: we are one
Au-: we are one
zuper8: true.love
Au-: :)
zuper8: the one
Au-: i am inside you
zuper8: yes
zuper8: (private) but i want you outside of me as well ;)
Au-: soon.
zuper8: (private) skin
zuper8: soon
zuper8: goodnight my love
Au-: goodnight
zuper8: i am here whenever you need me
Au-: sleep well
Au-: however you want me
zuper8: i will dream of you
zuper8: (private) or maybe fantasize about you before that
Au- -> zuper8: such peace i felt with you
Au- -> zuper8: i will concenterate on that
Au- -> zuper8: we have chosen happiness
zuper8: (private) yes, and you will feel it for years and years to come
zuper8: (private) we will
zuper8: (private) we have
zuper8: (private) happiness
zuper8: (private) please don't let it go
Au- -> zuper8: i cannot
Au- -> zuper8: i am yours
zuper8: (private) me neither
Au- -> zuper8: :)
zuper8: (private) i am yours
Au- -> zuper8: lover goodnight....
zuper8: (private) goodnight sweet and warm one
zuper8: (private) fade...
Au- -> zuper8: goodnight fade to moonlight.....
zuper8: (private) moonlight :)