zuper8: your wish is my command :)
Au-: i didnt' lose you in my 24 hours of insanity did i?
Au-: hows the vodka
zuper8: the vodka is superb!
zuper8: what 24 hours of insanity?
zuper8: i love your eyes
zuper8: your irisses seem to be smaller than normal
Au-: the 24hours i thought about not coming
zuper8: always showing a lot of white
Au-: we MUST be michael
Au-: dont be afraid
Au-: "only one life to live"
zuper8: only one life
zuper8: i am here
zuper8: ready
zuper8: what did you drink today?
Au-: lots of coffee
Au-: but TONIGHT
Au-: WHISKEY
Au-: lots and lots of whiskey
zuper8: wow!
Au-: i have to go stay with a fiend
Au-: not gonna sleep here
zuper8: long live alcohol then
zuper8: :)
Au-: have my stuff out by sunday
zuper8: what?
zuper8: where are you going to sleep?
Au-: find apartment next week if not before
zuper8: does marc know?
Au-: oh yes
zuper8: when did all this happen?
Au-: he kept insisting that i cease all communication with you immediately
Au-: and i told him that i simply could not do that
Au-: it happened gradually ... all day... coming to a sizzling conclusion over lunch
zuper8: sizzling?
Au-: and a tearful whimper about five minutes ago
Au-: so i will find a flight and an apartment tomorrow
zuper8: you really sound very sure now
Au-: no chance of turning back
Au-: ive stopped listening to him
zuper8: there are always chances
Au-: i am powerful myself
Au-: i am strong myself
zuper8: yes
Au-: i believe it now
Au-: no more weakness in me
zuper8: with the help of Dr. Whiskey :)
Au-: just spirit
Au-: whiskey and good friends
Au-: do you still love me 
Au- -> zuper8: please say it...
zuper8: don't you know that? :)
Au- -> zuper8: yes!
zuper8: (private) will forever
zuper8: (private) yours
zuper8: (private) me
zuper8: (private) i am
zuper8: (private) our love
zuper8: (private) is strong
Au- -> zuper8: our love
zuper8: (private) yes
Au- -> zuper8: i couldn't stop loving you
Au- -> zuper8: needing you
zuper8: (private) ik zal je te pletter kussen
Au- -> zuper8: i wonder how much it costs to ship a computer to belgium
zuper8: (private) je vertroetelen tot je bijna sterft
Au- -> zuper8: yes
zuper8: (private) you will need another power supply... 220 volts!
Au- -> zuper8: ok
zuper8: (private) high coltage! :D
zuper8: (private) voltage
Au- -> zuper8: !!
Au- -> zuper8: perfect
zuper8: (private) i have trouble believing this is really going to happen :)
Au- -> zuper8: i know
Au- -> zuper8: believe it when i get there
Au- -> zuper8: probably after atlanta
zuper8: (private) i will! :D
Au- -> zuper8: the 25th
zuper8: (private) ok
zuper8: (private) perfect
zuper8: (private) then you can help me paint
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: yes!!
Au- -> zuper8: i didnt want you to have to do it alone
Au- -> zuper8: :)
zuper8: (private) we will hardly have any furniture :)
Au- -> zuper8: i know...
zuper8: (private) just a matras
zuper8: (private) maybe a table
zuper8: (private) :)
Au- -> zuper8: all we really need is a bed
Au- -> zuper8: if last week taught us anything :)
zuper8: (private) ha ha ha
zuper8: portishead: it could be sweet...
zuper8: soft
Au- -> zuper8: anyway i will bring my computer ... do you have an extra monitor?
zuper8: hm
Au- -> zuper8: if not i'll buy one there
zuper8: i have two 17" monitors
zuper8: and one 14"
zuper8: but i like the new Mac monitors with the three legs
zuper8: :)
Au- -> zuper8: yes
Au- -> zuper8: but we wont have alot of money at first
Au- -> zuper8: i have to wait for the payment from some clients
zuper8: one of my monitiors can connect to two computers at once
Au- -> zuper8: oh really
zuper8: one step at a time
Au- -> zuper8: right
Au-: we are not hallucinating we are going to give this a try
zuper8: i won't have much money either after i get my visa bill...
zuper8: :)
zuper8: yes
Au-: but we will need that adsl connection
zuper8: (private) i had almost given up on you...
Au-: i know
Au-: i suck sometimes
zuper8: i'll try to get the adsl asap
Au-: i will not make a habit of this anymore
Au-: i am sorry
Au-: for everything
zuper8: i guess i will first have to get a normal phone line
Au-: right :-)
zuper8: and then get the phone company to install the adsl gear
Au-: one step at a time
Au-: i can send money for that
Au-: or just pay and dont give me money for the hotel and the biz card
zuper8: and then an adsl account wityh an isp (don't know how much that costs; adsl is not too expensive as such)
zuper8: i will spend the money i have
zuper8: we can settle our bills later
Au-: ok
zuper8: just make sure that you can get an appartment and a plane ticket
Au-: i am not good with money
Au-: you will learn this about me
Au-: but i always make sure i have some :-)
zuper8: hm... i'm not good with money either :)
zuper8: i... spend it...
zuper8: :)
Au-: me too :)
Au-: we will have to watch out for that
zuper8: so we'll just have to make sure that we have plenty of it :)
Au-: but i am sure we will be good
Au- -> zuper8: i love you
zuper8: (private) i kiss you
Au- -> zuper8: i have to get my ass to gent
Au- -> zuper8: its gonna be expensive
Au- -> zuper8: i might not have enough for an apartment actually :(
zuper8: (private) and the rest of your glorious body
Au- -> zuper8: i will check my accounts tomorrow
zuper8: (private) otherwise, just come here, save money and then go and look for an appartment in nyc
zuper8: (private) or accept the mosex deal
Au- -> zuper8: i was thinking that for sunday i would put my stuff in storage
Au- -> zuper8: maybe send some stuff to you
zuper8: (private) what sunday?
Au- -> zuper8: once you are in the new place
Au- -> zuper8: this sunday all my stuff must be out of here
Au- -> zuper8: i can will come here to work
Au- -> zuper8: but thats all
Au- -> zuper8: sleep on friends couches etc.
Au- -> zuper8: till i can get away
zuper8: (private) i should have taken some of your stuff with me :)
Au- -> zuper8: or find a new apartment in bklyn
Au- -> zuper8: ha ha ha 
Au- -> zuper8: i l- o- v- e- you michael
Au- -> zuper8: it is real
zuper8: i will only have my appartment officially from May 1st
Au- -> zuper8: i could tell every time i touched you
Au- -> zuper8: ok
zuper8: (private) it is so real
zuper8: (private) but also so very good
Au-: does that mean you can't move in till then?
zuper8: (private) that's why we sometimes think it's a dream
Au- -> zuper8: may we never wake
zuper8: well, the agency told me that i could get in a little sooner to start cleaning and painting
zuper8: i'll try to get the keys asap
Au-: ok
zuper8: the contract should be ready by friday
Au-: ok
zuper8: but there are some formalities that have to be taken care of
Au-: like what?
zuper8: they do it all according to the book
Au-: how much is it?
zuper8: which is ultimately good for us, i think
zuper8: don't laugh...
zuper8: wait... how much BEF is a dollar...
Au-: i will have to learn the value of a BEF
zuper8: Well... a euro is about the same as a dollar
zuper8: and most prices are put in euro as well as in bef here more and more
zuper8: the appartment is about 500 dollars
Au-: wow!
Au-: we can afford that with no problem!
Au-: i pay more for my T-1 line 
zuper8: plus about 120 for heating water and shared costs (cleaning of hallway and elevator etc)
zuper8: the appartment is also rather big :)
zuper8: i wanted to send you pictures but veerle took the camera to amsterdam
zuper8: it's in the center of gent
Au-: oh
zuper8: in an ugly appartment block
zuper8: on the fifth floor
zuper8: i think that's the top floor
zuper8: the bath needs some work
Au-: ok
zuper8: we can make a nice place out of it
Au-: anyplace will be heaven so long as we are together
Au-: :~)
zuper8: :)
zuper8: we even found heaven in a tiny hotel room :)
Au-: yes
zuper8: sante!
zuper8: what's in that bottle?
Au-: just iced tea
Au-: the whiskey happens in about an hour :-)
zuper8: phew ;)
zuper8: huh?
Au-: i am going over to sandys (i will be sleeping there till further notice)
Au-: he has a computer
Au-: so i will email you leter tonight
zuper8: cool
Au-: he and i are gonna get rip roaring drunk
Au-: and hes gonna tell me that i am crazy
zuper8: sandy is a girl's name in belgium...
zuper8: in fact my brother's wife is called sandy
Au-: its a girl name here too :)
Au-: he supports what we are doing though
zuper8: is he going to tell you tou are crazy before or after the whiskey?
Au-: before
zuper8: so _he_ is crazy! ;)
Au-: but he will ultimately help me 
zuper8: today i realized that i don't really have good friends outside of the net...
Au-: the friends i have are the same ones i've had since college
Au-: all of my new friends are net friends
zuper8: i guess there are still a lot of school fiends of mine in gent (i studied there)
zuper8: we'll see :)
Au-: yes
Au-: my love
zuper8: what are you doing?
Au-: MY LOVE
Au-: getting ready to go
Au-: i have to be gone by the time marc gets back
zuper8: MY LOVE
zuper8: are you doing this secretly?
Au-: no
zuper8: are do you want to avoid goodbyes
Au-: just swiftly
zuper8: are=or
zuper8: swiftly
zuper8: :)
Au-: i just dont want to spend much time here
Au-: i hurts him too much
Au-: and me too
Au-: i have to not et that hurt in anymore
zuper8: i know what you mean
Au-: that has been my problem i think
zuper8: i wish i could leave right away as well
zuper8: but this is a bigger place
Au-: yes
zuper8: and veerle and i do get along well the last few days
Au-: good
Au-: i think that marc and i will be friends again
zuper8: yes
Au-: he finally admitted that you are good for me
zuper8: sure you will
Au-: he seems to still want to do my project with me
zuper8: huh? why would he think that?
Au-: i convinced him
zuper8: great!
zuper8: perfect
zuper8: will he be coming to gent as well? ;)
zuper8: sorry bad joke
Au-: no he hates you
Au-: he wanted to call you and yell at you
Au-: but i wouldnt let him
zuper8: but i was on line...
Au-: ha ha ha
zuper8: he can call me any time
Au-: i am sure he will someday
zuper8: he has all the right in the world to yell at me
zuper8: even veerle yelled at me for the first time in 9 years
Au-: wow
Au-: we never argued really before this either
Au-: i think that was part of the problem
Au-: so much pent up anger
zuper8: veerle and i argued a lot, but it was never violent
zuper8: well, not a lot
zuper8: but once in a while
zuper8: always about the same things
zuper8: ok
zuper8: bats
Au-: there thats much clearer
zuper8: it is :)
Au-: i only clear my cam for you ;)
zuper8: you used to be a blurry spectre
Au-: i liked it that way... i was trying to be mysterious and PH33RFUL
zuper8: (private) my queen bee... |-)
zuper8: ha ha ha
zuper8: do you think you're less mysterious now??
Au-: hmmm?
Au-: maybe 
zuper8: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
zuper8: you're prettier in focus...
zuper8: that might disappoint some people ;)
Au-: oure prettier in person
Au-: youre
zuper8: you are too
Au-: in the flesh
Au-: in your clothes
zuper8: i've been looking at you all afternoon
zuper8: and
zuper8: you
zuper8: did not
zuper8: look pretty
Au-: i was being traumatized
zuper8: it's strange how these video images distort reality
Au-: that was the trauma-cam :)
Au-: i am a witch i can make myself pretty or ugly at my whim :-)
zuper8: just shut up and let me kiss you
Au-: kiss
zuper8: kiss
zuper8: have you ever measured your irisses?
zuper8: i think they are smaller than average
Au-: i will let you meaure them
zuper8: ok
zuper8: and then the dreadlock count...
Au-: i think my computer is crashing slowly
zuper8: i figured out a system how to do that :)
Au-: oh yea...
zuper8: crshing slowly... how lovely... :)
zuper8: your camera is flashing
Au-: right
Au-: and the computer is running very jumpily
Au-: ok i better go now lover
zuper8: before the thing explodes
zuper8: :)
zuper8: ok
Au-: i will mail you tonight... get some sleep
zuper8: i'll have another vodka and then sleep
zuper8: i love you
Au- -> zuper8: i love you forever my precious one
zuper8: thanks for making up your mind
zuper8: and thanks for making it up this way
Au- -> zuper8: no prblem ;-)
zuper8: (private) yes forever
zuper8: (private) precious
Au-: bye for now i take you with me to keep me warm
zuper8: (private) softkiss
Au-: the softest
zuper8: i am all around you now
zuper8: yours
zuper8: completely
Au-: goodnight sweetie
zuper8: goodnight me love
Au- -> zuper8: yours
Au- -> zuper8: mine
zuper8: sleep well on the couch ;p
Au- -> zuper8: ours
Au-: fade.....
zuper8: (private) 1+1=1
zuper8: kissfade...